Dear Diary [ENG] [ONE DIRECTION]

Tredje kapitlet i rad som jag gråter till.
Vad är det med mig?
Du skriver så jäv... Jättebra så jag vet inte vart jag ska ta vägen. Jag blir avundsjuk på din skrivförmåga :c

Har jag någon gång berättat hur mkt jag älskar dig? Din ff och din engelska?
Verkligen en superbra fanfiction dude!♥

TO MUCH EMOTIONS!!
Fan vad jag älskar er.

OCH JAG ÄLSKAR DIG 10000 GÅNGER OM!

kommer hem från örebro och är jättetrött, är tvingad att skala potatis (BLÖH, JAG HATAR ATT SKALA POTATIS :CC) und pappa är irriterad utan anledning .___.
så jag gick upp på mitt rum och startar datan, går in på mugglis och kollar i bevakade trådar. när jag kollar här finns det ett supermegafoxyawesomehot kapitel som sitter och väntar.
då hypervetilerade malie.
c:
U GO WOMAN!! 8D
best larry ever. ♥

AISNFJEOWLAVDLDÖEN I FUCKING LOVE YOU OKEY?
(kämpa med potatisarna..)

OMG MÄNNISKA, YOU ARE COMPLETELY WONDERFUL!
Jag typ gråter här av glädje,du skriver så sjukt jävla bra, och jag tänker inte bry mig om mitt språk för jag kan inte tänka på något just nu, hej.
Jag äslakr den här ff:en och nu såg jag att jag stavade fel på 'älskar' men jag antar att det bevisa hur mycket mina händer darrar.
Gud, jag vet inte vad jag ska skriva, jag... JAG ÄLSKAR DIG OCH DINA FANFICS, OK? ♥

Chapter Four

LATER THAT DAY

I walked slowly on the sidewalk. Trying not to step on the big piles of snow. I buried my head in my scarf and put my hands in my pockets. It was cold. Probably one of the coldest day this december. And also, It had already started to get dark. But I had to meet her. I stopped at our venue. We always used this place to meet. Even when we were kids we met here. It's our thing. I stomped my feet in the hard ground to keep warm. ”Where the fuck are you?” I mumbled annoyed against my scarf. I looked up and sighed in relief. Her silhouette slowly walked towards me. She met my gaze and smiled softly. I smiled under my scarf and took a few step stowards her. When we were just a few inches apart I pulled her into a hug.
”Hi, Em.” I whispered into her neck.
”Oh, hi Harry.” She said.
Oh my god, she was so warm. It felt like my fingers would fall to pieces because of the cold. I pulled her closer to me.
”Harry, I know you're cold but you're gonna crush me if you keep hugging me like this.” She chuckled into my neck.
I sighed and let go of her.
”Im sorry, sis. Im gonna freeze to death if we don't start moving.” I said as I took a few steps forward.
We walked slowly on the empty street as I slowly started to get my body heat back. I told her about the note. Trying not to miss any details. I wanted her to know everything. So she could help me.
”It's just so weird. I mean. No one would do that. No one.” She said as she shook her head in amazement. I nodded slowly.
”So who do you think it is?” She looked at my face and I met her gaze.
I shrugged my shoulders.
”I have no idea. I mean. The only person I talk to in school is you. I have no one else, just you.”
We sat down at one of the small benches right next to the frozen pound. My eyes looked up and small parts of my face got wet when the snowflakes gently touched my skin. I looked at the naked trees that stood by them self around the pound. We were alone in the park. No life was showed. Only us two. Just Emma and me. Emma took a deep breath.
”You wanted to know what they say to me, right?.” I looked at Emma in suprise. I knew what she was talking about but I still got suprised by her whisper. She didn't meet my gaze. She stared into the park that was covered in white snow. I nodded slowly.
”They talk about my mom. How she looks. Cause you know..You know why.” She swallow hard.
”Oh, Emma.” I whispered with sorrow in my voice.
”She can't help it, Harry. It's n-not her f-fault.” She stuttered with weepy eyes.
”Emma..” She met my gaze.
”She can't help it!” She said a bit loud. Her voice echoed in the empty park. Her tears slowly started to fall from her cheek. I smiled weakly and pulled my thumb under her eyes.
”No, she can't.” She threw her arms around my neck and I pulled her closer to me. She buried her face into my neck. I know she wanted to stay like that, but I slowly started to pull her away from me and took my hands around her sweet face.
”I know how it feels, Emma. I know how hard it is to ignore it. They follow you, like a shadow. But you got to stay strong. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Okey, sweetheart?” She nodded with weepy eyes.
”Good girl.” I said with a smile.
”AHHHHH!” We both quickly turned our faces to the screaming and my hands left her face. A black silhouette appeared in the white park. It slowly walked towards us. Emma's hand held my arm tightly as she breathed steady. It came closer to us and my heart started to pump fast. I could barely breath.
”Show yourself!” I screamed. I was terrified.
The silhouette started to walk into the small amount of light with shaky legs. I froze. And so did Emma. My eyes gazed at the hazel-brown hair, the perfectly tanned skin and the bright blue eyes that stared right into my soul. Louis.
”Help me.” He whispered weakly as he felled to the ground.
Emma's small screamed gave me goosebumps. I didn't say anything, I didn't react. I just stared at the body that just felled to ground a few metres before us. Emma shook my arm desperatily but I couldn't move. Everything went down to slowmotion. I looked at Emma in chock. She breathed heavy and she stared into me. She shook my arm in frustration but I couldn't talk. I just stared into her. Emma slowly look at Louis and her eyes started screaming of fear. She took a final look at me before she ran over to Louis. I slowly watch her as she sat down right beside him and took his head in her knee. His eyes were closed. Emma looked in frustration at me. I woke up. All my instincts tell me to leave him with Emma. But I don't, I can't. I run up to him.
”Help.” Emma says with a shaky whisper.
I nodded and picked up my phone from my pocket. I hit the number and took the phone up to my ear. I was ready for anything.

LOUIS
BOOBEAR
LOUUUUU
NOOO
FEELINGS
jag har sagt det här typ sjutton gånger, men det är något med den här fanficen som får mig att gråta varje gång jag läser den. alltså askkllflmnfhgjkg MER♥

hbjbsudchs omg så. bra.
jag har grälat en del med pappa und jag var helt frustrerad und arg und ledsen, sen såg jag dett kapitel och dog av glädje, und jag mår genast mkt bättre :'D