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Out in the corridor I started walking torwards a place where I knew Tom and Alex would be. They were our friends. And with our I mean Liam and I.
I walked around and spotted them talking.
"Hey guys!"
They looked up.
"Oh hey C, what are you doing here? I thought you where in class with Liam? Where is he by the way?" Tom said.
"Oh I got kiked out." I grinned.
"Yeah! That's my man!" Alex joked and did a high-five with me.
"Well we have class soon so we have to go." Tom said and stood up.
"Okay. I'll head to the cafeteria."
"Yeah. Bye C." Alex said and the two of them walked away.
I sighed. I'm such and idiot.
I'm weird.
I'm disgusting.
I'm ugly.
I should just die.
Echoed in my head as I walked with my head down torwards the cafeteria. Fuck this shit.

I looked out the window and did not listen to the lesson and pay attention.
I wanted to go back. I did not want to stay and live here and be in this crappy school. I certainly wouldn't get any friends at all.
I sighed and rushed out to lunch right away when the lesson was over. I sat down with a tray with some food.
Alone ...
When I was eating that same girl from my first lesson sat down next to me.
"Can I sit here?" She asked politely and smiled at me.
I nodded and continued eating.
She was a little bit weird. She had long brown hair and she had a wild look in her green eyes. She was pretty short.
She was pretty, but just not my type.
But maybe we could be friends...?

Liam came after a while and sat with me but he had to go because he had class. He offered me some food because I didn't have any but I said no. I didn't want to eat. When Liam was gone I started walking around school a bit, feeling lonely. Then suddenly the teacher that kicked me out of class - Mrs. Adams, came up to me.
"Cole, you and I need to talk. Your behavior is unacceptable! You can't behave like this! You know what, I have an idea. Edvin can tutor you so that you can get your grades up and so that you can learn how to be nicer to people. We'll go find him now and talk to him. Follow me!" Mrs. Adams dragged me with her torwards the cafeteria. Outside it she told me to stay there and went in to get Edvin.

Mrs Adams, the teatcher came up to me.
I haven't done anything, have I? I was worried. What if she was going to yell at me too? I sighed and looked at her when she stood in front of me.
"Hello, Edvin. I think Cole needs a little help with his behavior and he needs to get up his grades. You are a good student and could maybe help him. Can you please help him, Edvin?" She asked and looked down at me.
I didn't want to help Cole. He was probably going to hurt me again and stuff... I hated him and he probably hated me too, so it wouldn't be that much better.
"Sorry Mrs Adams, but I'm not that good friends with Cole." I said.
"Well, it's okay. Then you can try to be friends." Said Mrs Adams. She was right. I nodded.
"Sure"

I looked after Mrs. Adams and heard the last of their conversation.
"Cole is outside, you can go talk to him and decide what time you are going to meet today. Tell him that you need to meet after school at least 4 days a week."
"Yeah, okay." Edvin answered and stood up.
"Good. He's right there." She said gesturing torwards me. She turned around and walked away. Edvin looked torwards me and then he walked up to me.

I nodded and walked up to Cole. I was a little bit afraid of him after what he had done to me. He was strong and I was weak, he could do whatever he wanted to do to me.
I still had a headache, but i barely noticed it.
I sighed.
"So.., when do you want to meet?" I asked carefuly and looked down on my shoes that had suddenly become more interesting.

"Straight after school so we'll be done with it as soon as possible. Meet me in the parking lot after school." I snapped at him.
"I'll be there and you better be there fast, twat!" I walked past him and slammed my shoulder into his while walking away.
"Fuck you." I mumbled under my breath and headed to next class.

I nodded and when he had started walking I turned around and looked at him.
"What's your problem? Why are you so rude?" I asked, but I didn't really expect an answer. I didn't want one.
Cole stopped walking and just stood there. I walked past him and slammed my shoulder into his, like he did to me earlier.
I went to the classroom and picked a seat next to the window. Now I had biology.

"You're going to pay for that!" I yelled after him and walked in to another classroom,
Fucking idiot. I hate him so much.
I didn't concentrate in class at all. Like always. When the bell rung I ran out of class. Finally school's done for today. Then I remembered Edvin. God I hate him so much. Me just ruined my whole day. I sighed and walked out to my black car in the parking lot. I leaned against it and pulled out my phone. I started playing Geometry Dash while waiting for Edvin.

I just sat there and didn't listen to the teatcher and I didn't do anything in class.
When the school was finished I went to the parking lot and I didn't know if Cole really ment that we should meet today, or if he was just joking.
I looked over the parking lot, trying to find Cole. He was leaning against a black car doing something with his phone. Probably his own car.
I took a deep breath. Why was I so scared of meeting him?