LAAARRYYY PRS

Harry finished the coffee and immediately felt the difference. Now that he was awake and sharp, maybe he'd manage to kiss his 'boyfriend', or whatever they called each other, a little deeper. And he did. He placed his arms on Louis' waist and kissed him much longer than last time, feeling his body tense a little bit. He closed his eyes and thought about coming out to the band mates. Maybe they'd be cool with it, maybe not. Their managers probably'd not, so he's just going to skip that part. But just in the band, maybe ...
He suddenly heard someone open the kitchen door.
"Oh holy motherfucking Christ!" Niall cursed. "What the hell guys?"
Harry broke away, feeling guilty.
"We were just ..." he said, trying to find any possible solution on this cause, but he didn't seem to find one. Damn it.

Crap. Harry was a bad liar. A terrible, terrible liar. Why was Harry so stupid, he could have kept his mouth shut and left this awkward situation to Louis, but instead he tried to solve this new problem by himself.
For the first time, Louis was speechless, though. Harry was trying to help, and Louis wouldn´t handle it well either.
"Er - It was a joke, Niall", Louis started halfheartedly.
No, no, no. It was real. They were real.
"You know. Harry was really clumsy, he took a too large sip and suddenly he couldn´t breathe, he was coughing and I thought it was the end of one of my four band mates. So I did this mouth - to - mouth thing. You should be happy, I saved Harry. Louis the superhero, you get it?"
This didn´t sound like a joke at all, it was just another absurd explanation. Louis needed to be ashamed; it was impossible to come up with something better.
"Yeah, sure", Niall replied in an unconvincing tone. "I bet Harry nearly died. He seems to be alright, doesn´t he?"
Niall gestured towards Harrys tomato - red face.
"And by the way, we couldn´t hear anything that sounded a tiny bit like a cough and I sat in the room nearest. I know you are a suerhero, Louis, but just no. No, I need an explanation."

(Oh god lol)

"Yeah." Harry nodded. "So, um ... I guess there is no explanation."
"Well, what's with you two kissing then?" Niall crossed his arms and raised his eyebrows. He didn't seem to be mad, though. Only very confused.
"W-whatever Louis says," said Harry, blushing. Why was it so hard to find a solution? Oh, there was none. They came out without even intend to. Maybe it wasn't that bad. They didn't have to tell everyone by themselves.

"Oh well", Louis sighed. "I'll tell the truth. We've been dating since a couple of weeks ago, which means that we kissed because we have feelings for each other, I guess. And I've never been this embarrassed in my whole life so please don't judge me if I'm stuttering."
It felt good telling somebody, but at the same time weird. Before One Direction was formed, Louis never had secrets, but when he fell in love with Harry... Suddenly his whole life was made of lies and secrets. No one was supposed to know about his sexuality. When they started dating they dit it in secret.
Secrets. Secrets. Secrets.
It was strange. Just a minute ago, nobody knew anything about Louis and Harry, but in the course of seconds everything they've tried to hide so badly were revealed.
It was strange how secrets so easily were revealed. To easily.
And Louis liked it.

Niall burst out laughing.
"Oh my god, I don't even ... You sure? Aw, Simon will not like this, I swear to God. You two are doomed." He laughed so much that Harry even thought he was gonna choke for a second.
"Are you serious? Is this happening? Oh God. My best friends are dating! Like, they're gay! Gay! Nothing wrong with it though," he added, "it's just ... You're gay! I never thought of that. But don't you have a girlfriend Louis? Or was that just Simon's setup? You're gay ... Can I tell the others?"
Harry glanced at Louis. He didn't know what to answer.

Niall wasn't mad at all. But would the other band mates take it that well? Or would the band break up? Louis wanted to tell, but then why was he still scared like hell?
Niall was laughing, but the tention between Harry and Louis was dead serious.
"I don't know", Louis said honestly. "If One Direction break up because of me..."
"...Is it my fault too", Harry added.
"Do you seriously consider keeping this as a secret when three of us already know? It's not the truth that causes any break up of a band, it's the secrets. They destroys the band, like you're not close enough, not trustful against each other. Think over it".

Harry actually wanted to tell the others. The problem was that he didn't know if it would destroy everything they had. He kind of liked the whole secret-dating-thing. He was a teenager, after all, a sixteen-year-old who wants secrets is completely normal.
"Well, maybe we should tell the others," thought he, glancing at Louis. "I suppose they're not judging us. And since Niall already know, what do we have to lose? We shouldn't tell Simon, of course, but just ... Liam and Zayn deserves to know. Or am I wrong?"

"Yeah", Louis agreed. "Whatever my Hazza wants. Honestly, yes, we really should tell them. But why not Simon? He wouldn´t betray us, or anything, am I right? He is a nice guy".
Niall looked with distrust at Louis, as if he said "you´re joking".
"That will we probably find out if we tell him, but please Louis, please say nothing to Simon", Niall said with his irish accent. "It´s for your own good. I promise, although I´m not Daddy Direction. I know it. Perhaps he´ll discover it by himself. You´re not awesome liars, especially not Harry, but avoid, like, kissing in public. And avoid, er, certain noises. It´s too obvious. Just an advice."
Louis glanced at Harry, and their eyes met. His boyfriend nodded.
"Then, why wait any longer", Louis said determined. "I´m tired of this shit. I want to tell Zayn and Liam now. Now, now, right now. And Niall, don´t you dare to tell them. If you fuck up my show, I´ll kill you."
When Louis turned around and walked in to the other band mates, Harry was first to follow.
Liam and Zayn was still discussing if silver was brighter than gold, and it seemed that they were not creative enough to google it, the much smarter way.
"There you are!" Zayn exclaimed. "We´ve decided. Silver is brighter than gold. it´s a statement."
Liam was just protesting, when Niall screamed:
"Shut up! We´ve something much more important to say. So SHUT UP you fools! You´ll not believe it! I barely did. The thing is..."
"I SAID DON´T YOU DARE TELL THEM!" Louis cut him off. "IT´S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. I WANT TO KILL YOU, SO YOU BETTER STAY BACK AND IF A TINY WORD COMES OUT OF YOUR MOUTH, YOU´RE DOOMED. IT IS LIKE YOU´RE THE NEW DADDY DIRECTION, BUT NO ONE CAN TAKE LIAMS PLACE. GET IT? Right. So this thing has nothing to do about Niall. He just happened to come at a really bad time."
Silence. Complete silence. Even Louis tinnitus seemed to stop ringing. He himself had probably stopped breathing, and his heart beated faster than ever before. Okey, that didn´t make sense. Or did it? Louis couldn´t Think clearly.
He felt a little bit guilty when he said the following six words.
"Screw it, Harry can tell you."

(Hoppas det inte gör något att jag typ förde handlingen vidare...)

(Gud vad du skriver långt heh)

"Well, there is this thing..." started Harry, too afraid to continue. He looked around and everyone was watching him, as if he was about to jump bungee jump for the first time. You want to do it, but at the same time you don't because it's too scary, but you've already payed for it and everybody's watching so there really is no way out. Just a small step out in the blue and you're flying. "Louis and I ... Sorta hooked up before and ..." He waited for reactions but got none. "We might have been ... Dating for a while and ... I think it's kinda serious." He saw Niall chuckle again and it was bothering him. Why was this so funny? It certainly wasn't for Harry. He didn't know about Louis, but he wasn't looking comfortable with it either.

(Jag hade seriöst skrivit de här två jävla gånger och det raderades. Så nu skriver jag jättekort.)

Louis didn´t particularly disliked that feeling of falling from above, without seeing the ground. But still, it was really hard not to cry in front of everyone when Harry explained the whole secret - dating - thing.
After ten seconds of silence, ten seconds when Harrys words found a meaning, someone broke the charged atmosphere.
"What do you exactly mean with ´We might have been dating for a while´?" Liam finally said weakly.
"Isn´t it obvious?" Louis almost wispered to his feet. "We´ve been dating since a few weeks ago".
"But", Liam insisted. "Does that mean that you´re boyfriends now?"
How could you be so slow, Liam Payne?
"For Gods sake, is this proof enough?" Louis exclaimed and cupped his hand under Harrys jaw, slowly leaning in for a kiss.
Oh, stupid, silly Louis, why is you such a romantic boy? This feels like a classic movie about love with a happy, unrealistic ending, and the problem is that you likes it. Stupid, silly romantic Tomlinson.