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"Look, little Sarah is talking to the weirdo." Liam whispered to me. He put on a girly tone. "'Omg, are you ok Edviiiinnn. Awww you're so cuteeee, are you sure you're okkk?'"
I laughed at him.
"Yeah, she's some weirdo."
Suddenly the bell rung and everyone ran out except for Edvin. I was just about to walk out the door when the teacher called at me.
"Can you come here Smith?"
"Yeah..." I answered.
"I'll wait outside." Liam said and walked out. Edvin was still in the room.

I grabbed my stuff as soon as the bell rang and started walking towards the door but the teacher grabbed my shoulder just as I was going.
- I want to talk to you two. Said the teacher, looking angrily at Cole and then kindly at me.
- What's the matter Cole? Why can't you be nice to anyone, you hurt others, can't you see? Said the teacher to Cole and then she looked at me. I stood there, just looking at Cole and the teacher.

"What?! I am nice! I was just talking to Liam i didn't even do something!" I said. Who does she think she is?!
"Cole, I heard you talking before! Don't try and lie to me! What did he say about you Edvin?" She looked nicely at him. I gave him a stare that obviously told him to shut the fuck up. I wasn't sure he was going to listen though.

I didn't know if it was better telling the truth or just lie. Maybe better just lie and not make it a big deal. I didn't want to seem like some sneak.
"He didn't say anything about me." I told the teacher named Arwen. She nodded, looked at me and it looked like she was making a hard desicion. Maybe she didn't know what to belive.
"Okay, fine. You can go now... I'm sorry I suspected you, Cole." She said and opened the door for us.

Pew.
"Thanks Mrs. Irwin. I'll see you tomorrow." I said polite to the teacher and walked out. Outside the door was Liam. Edvin walked out right before me.
"What did she-"
"Later. C'mon." I said and started walking after Edvin. When we came to a place wherw the teachers never walk I walked up to Edvin and pushed him to the wall. Liam took him and held him against the wall.
"Listen here faggot!" I spat. "You don't talk about this to any of the teachers, do you get it?! If you do I will fucking kill you!" I shoved him hard at the wall again so his head hit the stone. "Do you get it?!"

It hurted. It felt like my skull was cracked, it really hurted.
"Yeah, calm down, I haven't done anything after all!" I shouted in panic and pushed Cole and Liam away from me.
Nothing was better here as I thought it would be.
Why didn't I do anythingwith my hair before I came here? Why didn't I just cut it short, or at least stopped styling it that it looked like cotton candy on my head?
I felt dizzy.

"You look like a fucking pelican by the way twat!" Liam yelled at him and then we startef walking torwards next class. I had a funny feeling in my stormach. I felt really guilty. What if we really hurt him? Both with words and actions. Fuck, what ifhe tells someone. But he wouldnt. Right? Fuck. I hope hes okay.

I started walking to class and sat at the back where no one would see me much. But of course it wasn't that hard to see me, I had a big bird's nest on my head ... I still had a headache and I felt dizzy when I had waiten five minutes for the lesson to begin.
I could hear the girls laughing and pointing at me, but I was busy with my headache. My mind wandered to Liam and Cole. They were idiots and there was nothing in this world I hated more than those two guys. But I was not going to tell anyone what they did. I didn't want to be a coward

In class we were now reading a text. I was sitting next to some random girl. Most guys would probably hit on her but she isnt my... Type. Okay I'm gay. No no I'm not. God I cant even think it. But it's wrong. Gay. Is. Wrong. If youre not straight you are disgusting.
Disgusting.
Thats what everyone says.
I put away the thoughts and try to concentrate on the text but the letters just move around and dont make any sense as always. I fucking hate this.
"Cole?!"
I look up.
"What?" I ask confused.
"Can you please read the first bit of the text outloud for the class." The teaacher says in an annoyed voice that sounds like shes reapeating it for the millionth time. I cant let them know that I cant read it.
"Why?" I ask and cross my arms while leaning back in my chair.
"Read. The. First. Part. Of. The. Text. Now."
"And if I refuse?"
"You have lunch detention mr. Smith! This behavior is unacceptable! Out of my classroom! Now!"
I stare at hrr for some seconds and then I grab my stuff and stand up.
"I'd love to leave." I say and fake smile at her. then i walk out of the classroom

The teacher had been talking to Cole for almost five minutes when Cole finally noticed her and looked up. He looked confused and few of us started laughing. I didn't laugh, tho.
Why was Cole such a jerk?
Why couldn't he just read or atleast just not say anything, just be quiet.
The teacher opened the door for Cole.
"Leave", she said sternly, glaring at him. The whole class sat silent and didn't move a muscle.
There was only one student who kept himself from laughing. It was Liam, of course.
Somehow I felt sorry for Cole. Not because the teacher was yelling at him, but because he was who he was. he was cold-hearted and cruel.
But still, he was kind of cute...
Wait, no. He wasn't cute, not at all. What was I thinking?
He hurted me and he was a bully. It was weird that he even had one friend. Well, Liam and Cole were kind of the same. Both cruel.
The teacher took a deep breath and sighed.