I Wish [ENG][One Direction]

Jag kommer dela upp den i två delar, en så kallad two shot.
Här är första delen ^^
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Niall's P.O.V
In some ways, I liked Danielle. She was funny, caring and Liam seemed to shine up when she came into the room.
If I handled on the bright side of myself, I liked her. Yes. 
But if I let the dark side come out, it was different. I was blinded of pure jealousy. I could sit for hours, just look at a picture of them holding hands, wishing that was me. But it wasn't, and nothing could change that. 
Well, they did breakup, it could. But anyone who ever had seen them together, could see the love, and anyone who ever had seen their love, was confident about the same thing; they would never, ever, leave eachother. 
Today was that kind of day. 
My eyes were stuck at the light from the computer in front of me, staring at 'new pictures of One Direction's Liam Payne and girlfriend Danielle Peazer'. 
Trying to not let the tears out, I finally shut the laptop down and slowly walked out to the kitchen. Maybe food could comfort me. 
Or not. 
I looked in the fridge. Empty. 
With a sigh, I returned to my place in the sofa, just to discover the knocking at the door. 
"Oh god", I mumbled and stand up. 
But my negative attitude changed when I saw who it was. 
Brown eyes. Big smile. 
Liam.
"Hi bro", he said and smirked, pulling me in for a friendly hug. 
Have I said that I love his hugs? 
"Hello." My voice sounded terrible, cracking up. 
"You okay?" Liam asked and raised his eyebrows.
"Uhm, yeah... Just some... Hate." 
In my ears, the lie was obvious. 
But Liam didn't seem to notice. Maybe he didn't care.
"Ignore them or punch back." He said while taking his sneakers off. 
I mumbled something, looking at the scratched floor. 
"But well anyways, I have to tell you something. Something really important. Maybe we could sit down?" Liam's voice were a little bit shaky. 
"Sure", I said, walking into the livingroom. 
"So", he said when we sat down at the black skinsofa, "Basically. God, I sounded like Harry, didn't I?"
I sighed. 
"Liam, just out with it." 
Why are you so ergent with him telling it? I asked myself, but deep inside me I did know the answer. That little, little light of hope. That he'd breaked up with Danielle, that the one he truly loved was me. That he would pull me in, not for a hug, but for a kiss. A real kiss.
Liam took a deep breath.
"I love you Niall. Not as friends, as lovers." Didn't he say.
"I am going to propose to Danielle."
That words. They made me fall, fall, fall, into a endless, black hole. 
I stared at him, the big smile slowly edged out when he saw the look on my face.
"What is it bro?" 
I couldn't answer. I couldn't. 
"Niall, what is it? I thought you were going to be happy!" 
You can't tell him Niall.
I forced myself to smile, but it was a broken smile. The smile of the last soldier in the army, thinking of his fanily back home, before a grenade hit his head and everything's gone. 
"Awesome." My voice was pained, and this time, Liam could clearly hear it. 
you can't tell him you can't tell him you can't tell him
Liam began to look irritated.
"You're not happy! Why?" His voice echoed over the whole apartment.
can't tell him can't tell him can't tell him can't tell him
"Answer me now Niall!" He was angry, it was obvious.
"Stop it Liam! Stop being angry!"
"Then tell me what it is!" Both of us stand up now, and the small argument began to stretch out to a fight.
"No, I'm not happy! But just ignore it and. Leave. Me. Alone."
"What do you want? Do you want us to fight because of me telling you I'm going to propose to my girlfriend? To destroy our friendship?" He screamed, loosing his normal calm position.
"That's not what I want Liam!" I shouted.
"Then what do want?"
My eyes teared up. I knew what I wanted, I knew exactly what I wanted. 
"Don't you see it Liam? Don't you see how I need you, how I am longing for evey little piece of you? Of course I'm not happy. Why would I be? Damn it Liam, you can't see it right? How I love you with all my heart while you just have eyes for Danielle? You, Liam, that's what I want."
Damn you Niall damndamndamn why Niall whywhywhy
Liam stood frozen in front of me.
His mouth were wide open, and just that second, it felt good. But that was before he shaked on his head and stormed out the door.
My breath was the only sound in the whole apartment. 
Damn.
You.
Niall. 

OhmyRowling, den är helt sjukt bra! : D Helt underbar..! Poor Niall. </3 Längtar till nästa del! :'3

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det är så himla bra
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Gaaaaaah niall my little darling</3
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AWWH TACK FOKS♥
puss på er.

Superbra! Och din engelska är ju jättebra!

OMG VILMA KAN INTE STAVA TILL SKINNSOFFA

Men alltså, det här är sjukt. Awesome. Puss skitunge :* ♥

BWAHAHAA JAG VET

EDIT: nej gud, det där lät fel. Som om jag vet att det är sjukt awesome, för det vet jag inte. MEN TACK ÄLSKADE LILLA SISTAH♥

herregud jag shippar inte alls niam men glngbjdn den här fanficen är helt, I love it! Har du skrivit fler 1dff's?

awwwwieee tack tack tack♥♥♥
nope x)