I never wanted any of this to happen..~

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Anapneo: Oj, ja det var slarvfel, men tack för att du sa till. Som sagt så skriver jag denna fanfic på andra sidor också och där har jag kommit längre än vad jag har här, så det var ett tag sedan jag skrev de första kapitlerna, och då blandade jag ofta ihop bland annat knew/new, know/now, than/then och thought/though, men jag ska försöka fixa till felen.

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Chapter 5: Mood swings

[DREAM]

I was in a old house. The lights were turned off, but I could still see. I slowly walked over to the stairs and waited a little before I started walking up. I heard voices upstairs, and my heart starting pounding faster when I continued walking up the stairs. As I had walked up I was in a long corridor. One of the doors were open, spreading out some light to the corridor. Whoever they were, I don't think they noticed me. I silently leaned against the wall, thinking of what to do. Then suddenly a huge snake came past me. Was it.. Was it Nagini? No, why would Nagini be here? The snake glanced at me, before entering the room. I heard some mumbling, as I still stood leaning against the wall, hoping not to be noticed. Just then, a voice started speaking quite loudly.

- Ahhh, see who decided to join us. We have waited for you, my dear. He said as a person came up to me and slightly pushed me into the room, like if he was afraid to hurt me. When we entered the room I got a real shock. The room was filled with death eaters, including Voldemort. I shivered. Then I froze. I saw my mother standing there to. I ran up to her and gave her a hug, wishing to never let her go.

- H-how? Why? How can you be here? I said to her as she smiled down at me. Gosh, how much I have missed her.

- I escaped, but we'll talk about that some other time. Now I want you to listen to what The Dark Lord has to say to you.

I looked at her confused, why would he want to say anything to me? I though, as Voldemort walked up to me.

- You know we agreed on making you one of us, when you turn 16, right? Unfortunately, we can't wait that long, we need you to join us now. He explained as he grabbed my left arm, and pointed his wand at it. What? No. I'm not ready for it!

- Morsmordre! He shouted as I felt pain in my arm, more pain than I have ever felt in my entire life. More pain than I could even think was possible. I screamed as tears rolled down my cheeks. Everything started getting blurry as I fell down to the floor, and everything went black.

[END OF DREAM]

I felt someone shaking me, as I shot my eyes open. I was breathing heavily, and I could feel my hair sticking on my forehead and cheeks. I sat up and looked at Hermione, she sat in front of me, looking worried at me.

- It was just a dream, just a dream. I said trying to calm myself down, as I felt pain in my left arm, just as in the dream. I started screaming as I looked down at my left underarm, it was red. No mark on it, it was just red.

- LEXI? WHAT'S WRONG? Hermione panicked as I still screamed.

- I.. I need to go the the bathroom. I said as I quickly ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was sweaty, you could clearly see it. Now my arm had become even more red than before. I slightly put my right hand on it, but it only hurt more. I looked at the clock, soon we needed to go eat breakfast in the great hall. I walked over to the bathroom door, without opening it.

- Hermione, I'll take a shower. You can go eat breakfast without me, I'll join you when I'm done! I screamed through the door.

- OK, I'll wait for you there then. I waited until I heard her close the door, before I took a shower.

When I was done I dried my hair, and started get dressed. I put this on: www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=39106367
I had to wear a long sleeved shirt, otherwise everyone would see my red arm. And yes, it's still red, and it still hurts, but not as much as before.
I walked out of my dorm and walked downstairs to the common room, and then headed to the great hall. As I entered the hall, I walked over to the gryffindor table. The twins and Hermione waved at me, Harry glared at me, and Ron.. He didn't really seem to care. I sat down between the twins, and in front of Hermione. I put some food on my plate, and started eating. Hermione stared at me the whole time, until she broke the silence.

- Lexi, what was the dream about? I mean, you were sweating and screaming.. She asked.

- Yeah, we could hear you all over to our dorm! Fred and George said.

- It was just a nightmare, I don't want to talk about it. I said as I continued eating.

- Do you think it was something that will happen, in real life? Like it was some sort of sign? She asked again. I thought about it a little. Well, it could be... But I just hope it wasn't.

- No, it can't be. I said.

- Why are you so sure? Harry asked, still glaring at me, before he continued:

- I can see what will happen in the future, in my dreams. It's possible that you can to. What was the dream about?

- It's nothing, and I seriously don't think that I can see into the future. I told him.

- What was the dream about? He asked again.

- Like I said, it's nothing to worry about.

- What was the dream about? He asked once again. Ugh, why did he have to be so damn stubborn?!

- I SAID IT'S NOTHING, ARE YOU DEAF?! I yelled at him as I stood up and walked out of the great hall. I had never been so angry in my life, ever. I just walked around in the castle, not caring where I were walking. I heard footsteps behind me, first I ignored them, but then I turned around and saw..

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Chapter 6: Why do you hate me so much?

- I SAID IT'S NOTHING, ARE YOU DEAF?! I yelled at him as I stood up and walked out of the great hall. I had never been so angry in my life, ever. I just walked around in the castle, not caring where I were walking. I heard footsteps behind me, first I ignored them, but then I turned around and saw Draco standing there.

- Lex, what happened back at the great hall? He asked.

- None of your business! I almost screamed at him. Wait, why am I angry at Draco?

- I.. I'm sorry Draco, I don't know what's going on with me today.

- It's ok, I understand. But you know you can talk to me about anything, right? I nodded.

- Want to tell me about it? He asked as he pointed to a bench.

- Yeah. I said, trying to stay calm. We walked over to the bench and sat down. I told him about the dream I had, about my red arm, about what happened in the great hall, and how I felt so angry at everyone and everything, even if they didn't do anything wrong. He listened to everything I said, and when I was done he hugged me.

- I don't know what's the meaning of all this, but I'll always be here to support you, no matter what. Remember that, Lex. He said and I smiled. He was being so nice to me. Some people may think that he's mean, but I don't.

- Thanks for listening, but I think I should go back and apologize to them.. I said and broke the hug. He nodded, and we went separate ways. He was probably heading to the Slytherin common room. I figured that they must have already eaten their breakfast, so I started walking towards the common room instead. I said the password and entered the room. They were sitting in the sofas, laughing and talking, but stopped when I walked in.

- I just wanted to say that I'm sorry about before, I don't know what's going on with me today. I said while looking down at the floor, waiting for response. They all, except Harry, forgave me and asked if I wanted to talk about it, but I just shook my head. Harry stood up.

- May I talk to you, alone? He asked, looking kind of pissed.

- Uh, sure.. I said and we walked out, somewhere outside the castle. Then we stopped.

- What was the dream about? He asked. Seriously, was he gonna do this again?

- Do you want me to get angry again? I've already said that it's nothing! I said annoyed.

- Why won't you tell me?

- Because, 1. It's nothing to worry about 2. It's none of your business and 3. It's personal. I explained, like if he was a little baby.

- You're on their side, aren't you? He said, not really like a question, because it sounded like if he already new it.

- Whose? I said, playing dumb, I new that he meant Voldemort.

- Voldemort, who else?

- What?! Are you claiming that I'm a death eater? Are you mad? Why on earth would I be one of them?!

- Because 1. You wont tell me anything 2. Your mother is a death eater and 3. because you obviously hate me. He said, mimicking me.

- So if my mom is a death eater, it's obvious that I'll be one to, huh? I thought you were smarter than that. And I don't hate you, well, I do now, and it's obvious that you hate me too. I glared at him, before I walked back towards the castle.

- SECTUMSEMPRA! I heard him yell as I fell down to the ground in pain. It felt like someone had cut me with a knife all over my body. I just laid on the ground, feeling the blood drain out of my body, as everything became blurry. I heard someone gasp and scream my name, before everything went black..

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