Inte som det verkar (En.)

Hihi, thank you. Yes, I thought that I would do that kind of thing in the beginning and end every time. 'Cause... It's so funny! Also, you might wonder why I'm ONLY writing in ENGLISH. Well, to put it simple, it makes it easier to write a good chapter, because otherwise I'll just struggle with the words and get frustrated, which is what I've been doing for so long. Okay, that was a lie...

Really, the actual reason is that I'm using my all new 'surfplatta' (good english, I know) and am to lazy to change the language every time I'm going to write. He he, gomen'..
But I WILL keep writing in English though, because it just makes it all soooo much easier and I'd really appreciate if you were to comment in English too. By the way, please comment -- I love comments! Thanks for your concern and I'll be back soon with a whole new chapter!

Sincerely, Lily Mihami

James: *leaning over my shoulder, looking at the screen, readingmy reply* Don't feel like you're popular or anything, you only have one comment...
Me: Shut up! I've already told you, you're not being at any help! Please people, help me overcome James by commenting!
James: Yeah, like you'll get more than two comments anyway. I mean, comments from DIFFERENT persons...
Me: Oh, would you just shut up already!! I'm going to bed.
James: Sorry for that people. She's a bit stubborn...
Rose: *looking up from her book* Well it's your fault. She'll probably win.
James: And why is that?
Rose: She's... more popular than you.
James: Aaaaaah, that's it, I'm going to bed! *leaving the room slamming door intensely*
Rose: what was it you said about being stubborn?
Scorpius:And now I have you aaaall to myse- *tries to sneak up on her, but she hits him under the chin, causing him to fly across the room, very anime-like*
Rose: I'm trying to read, Baka.

Yes, ofc! But you will have to deal with my bad english and my stupid swedish rättstavningsprogram. (Yes, that is really good english xD)
You really need to do that thing every time in the beginning! Never stop! xD ♥ And yeah, It's great that you only whrite in english. Accualy, sometimes i don't know the words in swedish but in english so keep whriting in english xD
Love your ff ♥

I haven't read your fanfic in a while, since I haven't had much time, but I'm going to try to catch up again

Hihi! THANK YOU! I am happy if I just so have ONE reader! I wrote a chapter Before but it got deleted... And I loved it! SORRY!!! But I can try to rewrite it. It maybe won't be as good, but I will rewrite it.. one day... But until then.. See ya MOTHAFUCKA'S ..!! Hehe, that was really unnecessary.. Sorry.. But... uh... see you... whenever... BYE!

Great chapter.

Me: Hi folks! I know, I'm late again... But the chapter (the one that got deleted) was soooo good!! Well, nothing to do about it now... I'll try do write another chapter. Because... You all wanna know what happened to me, right? Okay...
James:...Can I be the hero?
Me: -Don't interrupt me!! Well, I... WAAAAAAAH!! *Scorp just hit me in the side and I fall towards James, who catch me*
James: Woah! Easy there!
Me: ...
James: Lily...
Me: ...
James: Lily?
Me: MnnnnnnuuuwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
James: Hey! What are you-? Hey-- HEY! Aouch! Aw! NO-AW! Stop it, you-- WAAAAAH!!
Scorpius: Well, I guess I can take over now (ehe, not my fault at all) and so... Yes, um, here's th-the chap-pter. P-please en-j-joy.. *can't talk properly because he tries to stop himself from laughter*

Chapter 20

**Sorpius POV*
"You can't fall asleep!" the red-headed girl scolded. When I said "when?" and yawned she hit me in the head with her wand.
"Aouch..." I thought and put my hand on the spot where it hurt.
"James! Wake up!"
"Mmm..." James moaned and pulled his hands up to his nose where she had hit him.
"No, don't fall asleep again!" I sighed and looked away as James started muttering something about "slytherin" "evil witch" and "stupid cousin". Rose sighed loudly.
"Honestly, you guys! We have to be ready if Lily needs our help!" James chuckled, seeming to be very amused, to which both Rose and me reacted by staring shocked at him.
"Haha.. It's.. It's Lily we're talking about here! Lily! Why would she need any help?"
This statement made Rose very angry. "JAMES! Just because she might know a few spells and is quite good at magic does NOT mean she's INVINCIBLE! She's just a little child, just like you and me!"
"You're right. Sorry," James said with a smirk on his face.
"Gosh. You're so stupid James!"
"Yeah, yeah, I know, I know!" he said, still with the smirk on his face.

"How long has she been in there, anyway?" I asked.
"Huh?" Rose was surprised by my question. She looked down on the wath on her wrist, but I could see she didn't really look, she already knew the answer.
"Um... well... Three hours..." Something inside of me seemed to break and I started stuttering out words anxiously.

"But, b-b-but, that can't, I mean, we need to get help, w-we need to... You know, we... I... Something... Happened... Must have.... we must.... open..." I stopped. I wasn't making sense. I looked at my friends for help, but they were both somewhere else, they were both looking so miserable. And suddenly, out of nowhere, Something hit me. A feeling was filling me up like a goblet, a feeling I had never felt before, in my entire life. I didn't quite know what it was, but suddenly I just got the urge to hold them, let them rest in my arms, so I could protect them from everything evil in this world, whilst they wouldn't have to put up with the pain. The feeling was so overwhelming that I started to feel dizzy and ill. My legs were shaking tremendously and it felt as though I was going to throw up. My hands trembled as I fell to the ground. My friends turned to me and Rose exclaimed "Scorpius!"

I wanted to tell them I was okay, that they should care about themselves, since I had a feeling that the safeness we lived in was broken and wouldn't last for much longer. But all that came out of my mouth was a weird gurgling sound and tears formed in my eyes as I was struggling with staying on my knees and hands and not fall down to the floor completely. And I felt miserable. So miserable that it felt as though I was worthless, which, in truth, I probably was. And I cried. Just cried, silently, feeling worthless and weak, and I still had no idea where the feeling came from.

Rose called out my name again and I crawled over to her, the little energy I had left was drained from my body, so I just got over to her and lay down my head in her lap. She was surprised at first, but then she started patting my head. She carefully stroke my hair with her fingers. And I just lay there and cried. Lay there like a little baby. I felt like a baby lying there. And I didn't care. In fact, I liked being treated like one at the moment. Somehow it was comforting, after feeling so much like an adult having the responsibility to look after the two other children in front of me.

I Heard James knock on the door to the room of Requirement and shout "Dammit! It's locked!" and Rose answered "what?!" in surprise and panic. Suddenly I awoke from the dreamy state I was in and everything was clear again. I stopped crying at once. That's right. Lily's trapped behind that door, alone, my friends are trying to help her. I can't just lir here and cry for nothing! We have to save her! Who knows what could have happened to her? That room hadn't been used for years... I nodded, mostly to myself, and stood up, still shaking, however the reason as to why was something completely different now. Determination filled me up. I nodded again. "Listen up, you little sh*ts. We're going to save Lily. So stop wining. We'll get that door open one way or another." They looked at me, hurt, concerned, scared. Then burst into determined smiles and said "Yeah!" loudly. We didn't know right then. But that was it. The fight against the new evil had started.

Very good.

Nice!!

Me: Hi there, humans and non-humans! I won't let James or Scorp interfere with my introduction today -- in fact, let's just jump right in to it, shall we?

(Chapter 21)

*Lily's POV*
The first thing I was aware of was the wet. I couldn't remember where I was or what I had been doing the day before. I guessed I was asleep, because I couldn't move an inch, even though I was fully awake in my mind, my thoughts even clearer then usual. The next thing that came to me was the surface I was lying on, tricking my senses. I was lying on a big rock, with moss climbing all over it, making it both hard and soft at the same time, which felt really confusing. The green moss was the source of the cold wet.
I tried to open my eyes again, but still, they refused to budge. On the third try (the third time's the charm) they suddenly flattered open and I could finally see where I was. I was in a big forest. A big, dark, scary forest. It was still nighttime. What was I doing there? Where was this? Why did my head hurt like it was going to split in half? How did I end up here? I managed to pull myself up into a sitting position, but quickly felt a sting of nausea and fatigue take over my body at once. I pulled my right hand up to my mouth, covering it, my left hand left resting on my stomach. I hulked. My eyes were stinging with tears. I hadn't thrown up once in two years. But now I was deadly near doing so and I was more afraid of it then I had ever been.

I swallowed, which only made it worse, and the moment the muscles in my throat tried to pull it back down to the depth of my stomach, it took on full force and painfully made its way through the throat guards, into my mouth, which made me panicked, as I had to try and turn away from my own body, in an attempt to not ruin my clothes.
I barely made it in time, my hair still got quite a bit of it stuck in the tangled mess. I was really grossed out by what I had done and the fact that the result had found its way into my wild mane didn't exactly make me feel any better. I felt weak after having just thrown up, so I lied down on my side and took deep, shaky breaths as I tried to calm myself and my stomach.
My head still throbbed violently as I tried to catch some oxygen. When I felt somewhat better -- meaning I still felt so bad I thought I was going to faint, but could finally somehow breathe in the oxygen in small doses -- I sat up again, slowly this time, reminding myself that I did not want to cause my stomach to act like that, revolting, one more time.

I sat there for a few seconds.
Then managed to get down from the big rock and stand on the uneven ground beside it, still trusting the rock to hold my weight for me, since my legs were shaking like I was having a spasm or something. I sighed and started to speak to myself. I felt like I was being watched, which made me feel unsecure and alone. This wasn't the first time it had happened. And my cure was simply speaking to myself, making me unable to focus on the uneasy feeling of being prey.

"Oh god..." I sighed. "...what is this? Where am I...?" When my legs had stooped shaking in such a violent way I started walking away from the big rock, deciding to explore the place between the trees. As I was walking through the woods I tried to remember what had happened yesterday, while still talking to myself.as loudly as possible. Even though my voice cracked and such because of the vomit luring in my stomach. I went there, feeling dizzy, lightheaded and "blankminded," if that's even a word. Then suddenly the memories from yesterday hit me like a ton of bricks, crushing me under its weight. I had been in the Room of Requirement. It had taken the form of a huge maze. I had had a meet-up with a lot of Boggarts that had hidden in there for all this time. Then I had been tired. I had fallen onto the ground. I had heard something behind me, creeping up behind my back... And then I woke up here. I panicked. My wand!! But I found it in my clenched fist, apparently I had been holding onto it all this time without even noticing.

I then noticed something else. I knew where I was, I recognised this -- It was the forbidden forest. Someone had taken me from the Room of Requirement to the Forbidden Forest, and I had no idea why.

Me: Here you go, the newest chapter!! What will I do? How'd I end up in there?? Will I find my way back to the castle?? Will someone find me?? And what will happen to James, Rose and Scorp?? We'll see next time!!
James: I promise I'll save you my love!!
Me: ...
James: Ehe... Um... L-lily? W-what's wrong...?...
Me: ...
James: uuuh....
Me: James, you....
James: Huh? What is it?
Me: James, you HENTAAIII!!!!! (pervert in japanese) *hits him violently, causing him to go through a brutal death*
James: I'M NOT A HENTAI!! S-STO -- G-GET A GRIP!!!!
Scorpius: (me and James fights in the background) Um... Well... There you go... Here's the new chapter for those of you few readers still around. Also... Lily's FINALLY out of her writer's block about this, so let's hope finally her chapters will be posted more frequently. Bye!
(special thank you to 95mas, Mikaela120 and Hedwig96 for sticking around)