I never wanted any of this to happen..~

Tack! Vad kul att du gillar den så mycket!

Jättebra!

Ojdå. Nu blev det att jag inte har skrivit på jättelänge igen.. =/

Men jag håller på att skriva nästa kapitel nu, så den blir väl klar snart, förhoppningsvis. :3

mer , ♥

Super!♥

Omg. Ni har all rätt att vara skitsura på mig. Jag skulle inte bli förvånad. :s

Menmen, som sagt så har jag en början på nästa kapitel, men har ännu inte kommit på någon bra fortsättning.. Åker till Irland imorgon så jag kommer vara borta fram till torsdag, men jag kanske skriver något i helgen.

Men förvänta er inte något, the one who doesn't expect anything doesn't get dissapointed.

Men tack till er som fortfarande läser denna fanfic även om jag har varit hemsk på att uppdatera den. ♥

Den som väntar på något bra väntar aldrig för länge, vet du

Här kommer nästa kapitel! (Äntligen!)

Chapter 16: The awakening

[FRED'S POV]

I opened my eyes and quickly got up from the bed. I walked over to the mirror and looked at my really messed up hair as I thought of the strange dream that I had.
I only remember some of it and if I understood it right, Voldemort has something to do with why Lexi won't wake up. I don't know if it's true, but if it is I really don't know what to do.
Lexi hasn't woken up in about three weeks now and I'm starting to get very nervous. If she doesn't wake up soon, she'll miss the yule ball that's coming up. Well, the ball doesn't really matter that much, but I was going to ask her to be my date. But I guess I'll have to go alone, if I'll even go at all. I'm not sure if I can, since I'm so worried all the time.
I've even been allowed to skip some classes, thanks to Dumbledore, but I don't know why he let me, since I'm the only one who's allowed to do that..

[LEXI'S POV, ''DREAM/VISION'']

I don't know if I can make it any longer.. I'm so exhausted, but if I rest I'll die. Well, I don't know that for sure, but I don't think seeing a bright light in front of you when you relax is a good thing. What's the point anyway? If I survive Voldemort will turn me to a death eater and that's not exactly what I want. Besides, I would lose all of my friends if I became one, they would never forgive me. Maybe I should just... Give up and die? I wouldn't be making any problems if I'm dead. But still, I don't want to leave Fred. But I just don't know what's the right thing to do anymore..

[FRED'S POV]

I skipped my class again, only to visit Lexi. I visit her so often I can, hoping that she'll wake up, but she still hasn't. George thinks that I'm overreacting too much and he says that I should stop visiting her so much since it makes me heartbroken by seeing her like that, but I just can't. I can't leave her alone just like that, she needs me. Blaise hasn't visited her more than five times, and she has been in the hospital wing for a month! But that's not such a big surprise after what I saw that day when I followed him.
I was in front of the hospital wing now so I walked in and sat on a chair next to Lexi's bed. I held her hand and looked down at the floor with my head down as the tears started to fall down on my cheeks for what felt like the hundred time.

[LEXI'S POV, ''DREAM/VISION'']

I suddenly got a pain in my heart, like if someone was scratching it with sharp nails or a knife. What is happening? I wanted to scream, but no words came out of my mouth. The pain extended from the heart towards my legs and arms, and soon my head.
Now I felt the awful pain in my whole body, a pain that I have never felt before. It seriously felt like someone was tearing me apart from the inside and I don't know what to do. I don't even know what I can do, since I can't move. I started to breath heavily and I became really warm, it was like if I had a fever, a really bad fever.
My head started to feel blurry and I wasn't able to control my thoughts and emotions anymore. My feelings changed often, I could be happy and want to laugh about the pain and then a second later I could feel like I want to cry for hours. I tried to think about Fred and everyone else to make it feel better, but it was too hard because I couldn't control my thoughts, and now it felt like I started to forget things. Forget Fred, forget everyone, forget the precious memories I have. I forgot everything.

[FRED'S POV]

I have been sitting next to Lexi quite a long time now, so I think I should go to somewhere else. I stood up and I was about to let go of her hand, but then she held it tight. I started to panic and I didn't know what to do. I looked down at Lexi with huge eyes as she still was holding my hand very tight. What if she wakes up now? Will she be okay? Will she remember anything? I had so many questions and thoughts going through my head now that I didn't even realize that she had opened her eyes.

''L-Lexi?'' I nervously said, but she just looked at me with a weird look on her face.

''Who are you?'' She asked me and looked straight in my eyes. At first I thought that she was kidding, but then I realized that she was serious.

''You don't remember me?''

''Why would I remember you when I don't even know you?'' She looked even more confused now.

''I'm Fred, your best friend! The one that helped you to get to the platform 9 3/4!'' I said as I panicked.

''Shut up if you're not going to stop telling me lies.'' She said and walked away from the bed. I immediately ran after her and placed my hand on her shoulder to stop her.

''LEAVE ME ALONE!'' She yelled and then hit me, leaving a red mark on my face.

Did she really hit me? I stood there in chock as I saw her leave the room. How could she forget me? She has changed a lot, I can see that clearly. She would never hit and yell at a ''stranger'' like that, she's too nice to do such a thing. I wonder what's wrong with her? Maybe it's just because she has been unconscious for so long. I'm sure she'll be okay and remember everything soon, right?

Wow, ett jättebra kapitel tycker jag. Det var verkligen värt att vänta på!
Det är bara en sak jag funderar på. Du skriver i både nutid och dåtid. Är det meningen att det ska vara så, eller är det bara något som kommer automatiskt när du skriver? Jag tycker att det skulle bli lättare att läsa om det var på ett och samma sätt hela tiden.

Tack så mycket!

Ja, det blir så automatiskt när jag skriver och jag försöker tänka på det, men det blir tyvärr ändå blandat. =/

Här kommer nästa kapitel:

Chapter 17: The memory loss

[DRACO'S POV]

I felt the wind against my face as I ran down and up the stairs in the castle as fast as I could. Crabbe and Goyle had heard from someone that Lexi had woken up and that she had left the hospital wing already. They also heard that she had hit Fred, but I don't think that it's true. She doesn't just hit people like that, and Fred is her best friend. Something would have to be really wrong with her if she actually did hit him.
I wonder if she is okay and if she remembers what happened? I stopped and sat down on a bench to rest a little. I was breathing so heavily that I didn't hear someone walk past me.

''Lexi?!'' I half yelled.

I couldn't believe it, there I saw Lexi standing in front of me. She still had her bloody champion clothes on, but I didn't mind, I was just happy that she was awake now.
I flung my arms around her, but she didn't hug me back, she just sighed like if she was annoyed. She was kind of short for her age, so I felt like a half giant every time I stood beside her. It makes her look cuter and more innocent though.

''Lexi?'' I said and broke the hug. ''What's wrong?''

''Why does EVERYONE have to keep talking to me and touch me like if they know me?!'' She said with anger and pushed me away from her.

''W-what?'' I said with a worried look on my face.

''Just leave me alone already!''

''But I'm Draco, your cousin!''

''Yeah, sure, whatever you say Mr.Annoying.'' She said and rolled her eyes.

''I'm serious! Don't you remember?'' I said and placed my hands on her shoulders.

''For the hundred time, I don't know you or any other person in this castle, so would you please just leave me alone?!'' She pushed away my hands and walked away from me. That broke my heart, doesn't she remember me? She apparently lost her memory, but.. How could she forget me?

I shook my head and walked towards the Gryffindor Common Room. When I arrived I tried to convince the fat lady to let me in, but she refused. But when I told her that I had to because it had something to do about Lexi, she finally let me in.
Okay, I know you think this is the last place I would go to, but I really needed to talk to her ''friends''. I walked in and people immediately started to yell things to me.

''What are you doing here?!'', ''Get out you disgusting slytherin!'', ''You're not allowed to be here!'' and other stuff like that, but I just ignored them and walked over to the mudblo- sorry. Hermione. Lexi literally forced me to not call her mud-blood, so I try no to, since I don't want Lexi to kill me. I tapped her on the shoulder and she got a confused and terrified look on her face, but I understand why.

''What are you doing here? What do you want? How did you get in?'' She immediately started to ask too many questions that I could handle, I almost didn't hear what she said because she spoke so fast.

''Calm down!'' I said and she got quiet. ''Have you met Lexi yet?''

''Uh, no.. Isn't she in the hospital wing?''

''She got out of there earlier today, but it seems like she has lost her memory. She didn't have a clue about who I am and she said that she didn't know anyone who's in the castle!''

''And you're telling me this, because?..''

''Don't play dumb Hermione, you know why.'' I said simply, and she sighed and nodded as well.

''There is no spell to get her memory back, the only thing that we can do is to tell her old memories and hope that she remembers. But from what you told me, I think that she'd be pretty pissed off if we did that.'' She said and continued, ''I don't even know if that's going to work, it's a very small chance.'' She said with a sad expression on her face.

''Oh, okay...'' I said and looked down at the floor.

[LEXI'S POV]

I'm in a very bad mood right now. All day literally everyone that I walked by had asked me questions and acted like if they knew me. I walked up the stairs to a quiet and empty corridor and sat down on a bench.
I placed my elbows on my knees and my face in my hands as I sighed. This must be the most annoying day in my life, ever. I sat there for a long time and then I heard footsteps walking against me.

''Leave me alone!'' I snapped.

''Ooh, naughty are we?'' A manly voice said and I looked up and saw a group of people dressed in black with masks covering their faces.

''You're not students... Who are you?'' I asked. I stood up and looked at them suspiciously.

''We are here to escort you to the dark lord.'' A woman said.

''Who?''

''We don't have time to explain, just come with us now.''

''Where are we going?!'' I asked, not sure about what I should do.

''The dark lord is in a classroom here, so we are not going to leave the castle. You don't have to worry at all, after all, you're always safe here at hogwarts.''

''... Uhm.. Okay, fine. But quick, I don't have time for this.''

''As you wish.'' They said and started to push me across the corridor and then they pushed me into an abandoned classroom. It was pitch black and I couldn't see anything. They closed the door and left me alone there in the dark. Great...

''Hello dear.'' I heard a voice say from across the room.

''Who's there?!'' I yelled and started to feel quite nervous, who knew what was going to happen?

''I'm the dark lord, the one who wished to meet you. Do you remember anything at all?'' He asked and I shook my head.

''I see...'' He said mysteriously. ''Then you must have forgotten that you're a death eater, and also forgotten who it was that tried to kill you?'' He said and I nodded. I didn't know what a death eater was, but I think that I've met him before, I just don't remember when or where...

''Oh, pardon me, you don't remember what a death eater is anymore either? Well, it's someone who is on my side, the side that deserves to win the fight against the ''good'' ones.'' He said. '' That means that you're a death eater, and that almost everyone in this castle is your enemy.''

''Uhm, okay? But wait a second, who almost killed me?'' I asked.

''It's a boy called Fred Weasley. I presume that you've met him today, am I right?'' I nodded as an answer. ''But he's not the only person who treated you bad. You see, he and the others in the school used to be your so called friends, but they all betrayed you when they found out who your mother was. I'm the only one you can really trust right now.''

''And why should I trust you?'' I asked suspiciously and then the room got lightened up by candles. I could see someone on the other side of the room who held something in their arms.

''Because I am your father.'' He said and the person walked over to me and showed me the small creature in his arms. My mouth was wide open now and I stared with big eyes at the little creature. Was that my father?!

''B-but, are you even human?!''

''Yes, but I'm just borrowing this body, since I don't have my own for the moment... I need your help to get me a own body and to kill the person who made me be like this..'' He said, ''His name is Harry Potter''.


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