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Innan jag tog en paus från mugglis så höll jag på att skriva några fanfics här, bland annat denna.
Och nu när jag har kommit tillbaka så tänkte jag att jag kunde fortsätta på dem. c:
Vet dock inte om jag borde skriva i samma tråd(?) eller inte, eftersom att det typ står ''borttagen'' på alla inlägg som jag skrivit, så jag gör en ny.
Titel: Some People Care Too Much, I Think It's Called Love..~A George Weasley Love Story
Språk: Engelska
Typ av text: Fanfiction
Färdigskriven: Nej
Rating: PG - PG13 (Efter kapitel 12 kan det förekomma en del saker som kanske inte är så lämpligt för vissa att läsa)
Beskrivning: Cordelia, the daughter of one of the most loyal death eaters has been home schooled her whole life, but she's tired of that now. The Dark Lord allows her to start at Hogwarts at one condition; If she'll help him kill Potter.
Kapitel 1:
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Tryck här för att visa!Chapter 1: Diagon Alley
''Where are we going? And why do I even have to come with you?'' I said as Narcissa dragged me with her and Bellatrix trough an old dark alley.
''I just need you to come with me, please?'' Narcissa answered. I sighed and nodded. She was almost like a mother to me, not that I know how it is to have one, but you know what I mean.
''Cissy! You can't do this, he can't be trusted!'' Bellatrix whispered.
''The Dark Lord trust him, doesn't he?'' Narcissa said.
''Can't you just tell me where we are going? Who can't we trust?''
''Shut up!'' Bellatrix whispered angrily at me and I glared at her. Suddenly Narcissa stopped and turned around to us.
''Remember to be polite.'' She said and then she knocked on the door.
At first I started to think that they weren't home, whoever lived there. But then someone opened the door slowly. I tried to see who it was. Oh no. Not Wormtail, please, it can be anyone except Wormtail. Seriously? Ugh, I absolutely hate him. He let us in and led us to a room. We went inside and Snape looked glanced at us before he spoke.
''Run along, Wormtail.'' He said and shut the door. I jumped a little at the bang. Narcissa sat down in a armchair and sighed.
''I know I'm not to be here, the Dark Lord himself forbid me to speak of this..'' she said. I got a bit bored so I walked over to Bellatrix, who was looking at and picking up his stuff.
''If the Dark Lord has forbidden it, you are not to speak.'' Snape said. I didn't quite listen to their conversation as I picked up a photography of what seems to be Snape when he was young and a little redheaded girl.
''Put it down, Cordelia. We mustn't touch what isn't ours.'' Snape said with a strict voice and I quickly put it down. I wonder who the girl in the picture is.. She's pretty.
''As it so happens, I'm aware of your situation Narcissa.'' He said.
''You? The Dark Lord told you?'' Bellatrix interrupted.
''Your sister doubts me. Over the years I've played my part well, so well I've deceived one of the greatest wizards of all time.'' He said and Bellatrix sighed with frustration before he continued. ''Dumbledore is a great wizard, only a fool would question it.''
''I don't doubt you Severus.'' Narcissa said and once again Bellatrix interrupted their conversation.
''You should be honored Cissy, as should Draco.'' She said to her and I saw how Narcissa looked a bit sad.
''..But he's just a boy.'' she said sadly.
''I can't change the Dark Lord's mind. But it might be possible for me to help Draco.'' Snape said and Narcissa stood up with hope.
''Severus..'' She said thankfully, but Bellatrix just glared at him and then she opened her mouth again.
''Swear to it.. Make the Unbreakable Vow.'' she whispered the last sentence with a mysterious voice. The Unbreakable Vow?.. I think I've heard of it. We both walked over to Snape and Narcissa.
''It's just empty words. He'll give it his best effort, when it maters most. He'll just slither back into his hole... Coward.'' Bellatrix said simply as she walked around him.
Ugh. This is so boring. I quietly walked over to the photography that I saw earlier, but it was gone. I looked at Snape and he had a knowing look at me. I quickly looked away.
''Take out your wand.'' He said coldly to Bellatrix. She did as he said, even though she looked quite shocked. Snape and Narcissa took a hold of each others hand and lower arm. Bellatrix points her wand at their hands and now something shiny is around their hands. I looked at it with admiration, it was so pretty..
''Will you, Severus Snape, watch over Draco Malfoy, as he attempts to fulfill the Dark Lord's wishes?'' Bellatrix asked as she started to walk around them again.
''I will.''
''And will you, to the best of your ability, protect him from harm?''
''I will.''
''And, if Draco should fail, will you yourself carry out the deed the Dark Lord has ordered Draco to perform?'' she said at last. He hesitated a little.
''I will.'' He finally said, and then Bellatrix pushed me and Narcissa out of the house.
Apparently she didn't want to be there any longer than what she had to. When we got outside she pushed me away from her.
''Can't you just stop pushing me around Bellatrix?! I know you don't like me, but you don't have to push me around all the time!'' I said angrily and looked at Narcissa. ''So, why did I have to come with you?'' I asked and she put a hand on my cheek.
''I need you to do something for me.'' she said.
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''Come on then, hurry up or someone might see us.'' I said to Draco as we walked around in Diagon Alley, looking for Borgin and Burke's.
''I think it's this way.'' He said and pointed to our left. I nodded and followed him.
I poked him in the back a few times, telling him to hurry up. This will ruin my reputation at Hogwarts if someone sees me now, and that's not exactly what I want. I don't want anyone to know I'm a death eater, even though they'll me suspicious since they will now who my father is. Narcissa really owes me an favor now.
''Walk faster.'' I said and he did as I asked.
It feels like I'm being watched, or followed. Maybe someone really does follow us? I stopped and turned around. Nope. No one there. Or maybe they're watching us from a distant place? Ugh.. Why does this have to be so hard? When I keep walking after Draco I see the sign ''Borgin and Burke's''.
''Finally!'' I burst out, and Draco just laughs at me.
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Omg. This is it. I stood with my luggage at platform 3/4 at King's Cross Station right now. I pick my bags up when the train comes, and I tried to find a empty compartment as fast as possible.
I put my stuff on the shelf and sat down on the seat. I wonder where I'll be sorted.. I hope Slytherin. Mostly because my father and the Dark Lord will get mad if I don't get placed there. And them being mad.. Well, I can tell you that it's not a nice sight.
Kapitel 2:
Spoiler:
Tryck här för att visa!Chapter 2: Suspected
[CORDELIA'S POV]
I almost fell asleep, but someone knocked on the compartment door three times before opening it, and then a blonde girl in my age looked in.
''Quibbler?'' she asked.
''Oh, uhm. No thank you.'' I said and she glanced at my left forearm.
''You know, everyone gets a second chance.'' she said with a sweet voice. She smiled and walked out of the compartment.
Wait, how did she know I'm a death eater? I'm wearing a long sleeved shirt! And if she knows, she might tell someone! I quickly stood up and opened the door.
''Hey, wait a second!'' I shouted, but she was gone.
[THIRD PERSON's POV]
''So what was Draco doing with that weird looking cabinet? Who were all those people?'' Harry asked.
''Don't you see, it was a ceremony. A initiation. '' Harry continued.
''Stop it Harry, I know where you're going with this.'' Hermione said.
''It's happened, he's one of them.'' He said.
''One of what?'' Ron asked him.
''Harry is now thinking that Draco has become a death eater.'' Hermione explained to him, and Ron didn't really believe what Harry was saying.
''But who is the girl that was with him? I don't think I've seen her before.'' Ron asked.
''I don't know.'' Harry answered simply.
''Ugh. Seriously guys, don't you ever read the news? If you would, you'd know that the girl we saw was Cordelia Dolohov.'' Hermione said.
''Who?'' Harry and Ron said in chorus.
''Don't you recognize the surname? Her father is Antonin Dolohov, one of the absolutely most loyal death eaters in all time. He's even one of the original death eaters. I thought you knew about him Harry.'' she explained to them and they all went silent for a while before Hermione spoke again.
''And uh.. I think she's going to start at Hogwarts, I saw her at the King's Cross Station earlier.'' she said with a concerned look. Ron's eyes widened.
''What?!'' he screamed.
[CORDELIA'S POV]
''There you are!'' I said as I finally found Draco, who was sitting with two others. I decided that I didn't want to sit alone for the whole ride, but I didn't have the nerve to sit with a complete stranger, so I went to Draco. But he ignored me.
''Hey! You stupid git, look at me!'' I said and threw my luggage on him.
''What was that for?!'' he was angry.
''Stop whining, you ignored me, so you deserved it.'' I said and sat down beside him. The two others, apparently Blaise and Pansy looked at me like if I was crazy. Draco has told me about them, that's why I know their names.
''What?'' I asked.
''You're funny.'' Blaise said and gave me a cute smile.
Kapitel 3:
Spoiler:
Tryck här för att visa!Chapter 3: He'll definitely kill me
[CORDELIA'S POV]
''Let me go Blaise!'' I said when Blaise hugged me tightly, too tight.
''I'm only doing this as a revenge because you hit me.'' he said and hugged me even more tightly.
''Just let me go, okay?!''
''What's the magic word?'' he said and grinned down at me.
''Ugh... Please? Pretty, pretty, pretty pleasee?'' I said and he let me go. Then I hit him again.
''What was that for? Do you want another hug?''
''Ew, no!'' I said and he started chasing me, but then I accidentally ran into someone.
I looked up. Wooah... Is that a giant? No, it must be a half-giant. He looked at us with concern before asking me to go with him.
[BLAISE'S POV]
''Why do you think he took her to Dumbledore?''
''For the hundredth time Blaise, I don't know!'' Draco answered.
''You don't think something have happened to her? She's alright, isn't she?''
''No, I do not think that something have happened to her Blaise. That old fool wouldn't let anything happen to her even if he found out that she's a de-'' he didn't finish the last sentence.
''That she's a what?''
''Nothing, just nothing. I was out of my mind, I didn't know what I was saying. Forget it.''
[CORDELIA'S POV]
''Stay here until Argus comes and gets you.'' Dumbledore told me when we were outside the Great Hall.
He glanced at my left forearm and gave me a concerned look before entering the hall. What? Seriously? First the blonde girl, and now him? You got to be kidding me! If The Dark Lord finds out that Dumbledore knows, then he'll torture me with the Crucio curse! I sighed with frustration and decided to deal with it later.
Now I've waited half an hour outside the Great Hall, what is he doing?
After ten more minutes, Argus came and told me to enter the hall. I opened the door and looked around in admiration. Everything was so pretty. I noticed that I almost walked in slow motion so I immediately walked faster.
There were four long tables in the middle of the room, one for Gryffindor, one for Ravenclaw, one for Slytherin and one for Hufflepuff. Soon I had walked across the whole room, and then McGonagall told me to sit on the little stool. I did as she said and sat down. Then the sorting hat was put on my head.
''Oh.. It's you, Miss Dolohov. I wondered when you'd start at Hogwarts. Your father finally let you come here after a lot of stubbornness, right? Well well.. Where should I put you..''
I looked at the four tables as I waited for the hat to place me. Everyone in the room looked at me with interest, I suppose that they know who I am. I spotted a red haired guy at the Gryffindor's table. Wait, isn't he one of the Weasley twins? I looked at the one sitting beside him. Yup, they're the twins. But aren't they too old to still go at Hogwarts? How confusing this is..
''GRYFFINDOR!'' the hat shouted and I fell off the stool because of the hat's shout.
I stayed on the floor in shock, until McGonagall helped me up and told me to go and sit with the Gryffindors. I stared at her, still shocked, and then slowly walked to the Gryffindor's table with shame.
How could I be placed in Gryffindor? I'd rather be in Hufflepuff than Gryffindor! Oh no. No, please no. Now the Dark Lord definitely won't let me stay at Hogwarts, maybe he'll even kill me?
Kapitel 4:
Spoiler:
Tryck här för att visa!Chapter 4: Ashamed
Yes. The Dark Lord is certainly going to kill me. Why wouldn't he?
No one had cheered when I got sorted to Gryffindor, the hall was silent as death actually. When the feast was over and we were about to go to our dormitories, I glanced over to the Slytherin table. Blaise' eyes met with mine and he gave me a almost unnoticeable smile, and I immediately understood what he meant.
I walked out of the Great Hall and waited for him and Draco there.
''Oh my god! Delia, why did you get sorted into Gryffindor?! Your father is not going to be happy about this.'' Draco said.
''Yeah I know, I can only hope for the best right now..''
''Well, I don't care, you're still the same Cordelia that I met on the train, right?'' Blaise said and pulled me into a hug.
''Yes of course.'' I smiled and hugged him back.
I had said goodbye to Blaise and Draco and right now I was trying to find the Gryffindor's common room. I rushed up the stairs and accidentally bumped into someone, making us both fall to the ground. I groaned as I hurt my coccyx because of the fall.
''I'm really sorry, I should have looked where I was going.'' I said and stood up. I looked at the person who's in front of me. He's one of the twins!
''No, it's alright, it was my fault.'' He says. ''Hey, you're the new girl, Cordelia, right?''
''Yes, and you are?'' I asked, even though I knew perfectly who he is. Well, at least that he is Fred or George, but not which one of them..
''George Weasley, the one and only.'' He says in a charming way.
''Really?'' I giggle a little. ''Then may I ask you a question?'' He nods.
''Why are you still going to Hogwarts?''
''What? What do you mean?'' he asks, pretending to be confused.
''You know what I mean, stupid. You're too old to still go here!''
''Well, I had to repeat a year because my grades weren't good enough.'' He said. ''But wait a second.. How did you know that I'm too old?''
''I.. Uh.. I've heard about you, from.. People.'' I said embarrassed.
I've actually had a little crush on him since I first heard about him, but there's no way I'm telling him that! There's no way I'm telling anyone.
If the Dark lord or my father would find out that I have a crush on a blood traitor, especially a Weasley, I don't even know what they would do to me. Maybe that's even worse than being sorted into Gryffindor.
What is wrong with me?
Kapitel 5:
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Tryck här för att visa!Chapter 5: I should be proud of who I am
[GEORGE'S POV]
''I.. Uh.. I've heard about you, from.. People.'' she said and blushed.
''Oh, really? From who?'' I said and smiled kindly.
''Just some people, no one special.'' she said quickly and blushed even more.
I offered to show her the way to the common room, since it didn't really look like she knew where it was. On the way there we walked in silence.
''Why are you talking to me? Why are you so nice to me?'' she asked suddenly. I stopped and looked questioningly at her, I didn't know what she meant. She noticed and sighed.
''I know that you know who and what my father is, George. Everyone knows. So why do you treat me so nicely?'' she said. Oh, right, I almost forgot about that..
''I just.. It doesn't really matter for me if your father is a death eater, what really matters is who you are. And from my view you're nothing like him or any other death eater. You're too nice, you couldn't be one of them.''
[CORDELIA'S POV]
''I know that you know who and what my father is, George. Everyone knows. So why do you treat me so nicely?'' I asked him nervously.
''I just.. It doesn't really matter for me if your father is a death eater, what really matters is who you are. And from my view you're nothing like him or any other death eater. You're too nice, you couldn't be one of them.'' he said and I immediately felt guilty. He's wrong. I'm one of them, and I'm exactly like them. If he only knew..
''Oh, thank you, I guess..'' I said and looked down at the floor. ''But you do know that they want me to join them, don't you?'' I lifted up my head and looked him in the eyes. He looked concerned.
''Yes, I just don't want to think about it. You're not going to join them, are you?'' he said sadly and placed his hands on my shoulders.
''I.. I'm not sure.. I mean, I don't have a choice, do I?'' when I said that he pulled me into a hug.
''Yes you have. No one besides you can decide something like that. And I really hope that you choose the right thing.'' he whispered in my ear and I shivered a little. It felt so good having his warm arms around me, I didn't want this moment to end, but it had to. I put my hands on his chest and pulled him away from me.
''No, you know that I don't have a choice! You know what they would do if I refused to join them! They'll kill me and everyone I care about!'' I yelled and tears started to run down my cheeks. What am I doing? I should be proud of being a death eater.. I mean, I am. Or was? I don't know anymore..
I wiped away the tears and walked past him, leaving him there. I'll find the common room on my own, I don't need him. He'll ruin everything. He'll just turn me into one of those disgusting nice and bubbly people. I can't let that happen, right?
[GEORGE'S POV]
Damn.. I screwed up, didn't I? I punched the wall as hard as I could and sighed in frustration and pain. I looked down at my knuckles. They're bleeding, great. I decided to go to the common room, that's where Cordelia's heading. She'll find it eventually.
I sat down on one of the couches and cleaned my hand, then Harry, Ron and Hermione walked in and looked at me confused.
''What happened?!'' Hermione screeched at me.
''I hit the wall.'' I said simply.
''Why?'' she looked even more concerned now. I sighed.
''Cordelia got mad at me.''
''WHAT? You talked to her?! You know who she is!'' Harry said angrily. I stood up and walked over to him. I grabbed his shirt threatening.
''I know perfectly who she is Harry, but you don't.'' I snapped at him. I let go of his shirt and walked to my dormitory before I did something I might regret.
[HARRY'S POV]
''Bloody hell! That's not like him!'' Ron said with his mouth hanging wide open.
''I know.. But I don't get why he cares about her that much. She's a death eater after all, she should be sent to Azkaban.''
''Harry, I think we should think about this carefully.. Maybe she's not who we think she is.. If she was, why would George act like that?'' Hermione said carefully.
''No! I know that she's one of them, I know that! Either you're on my side, or his.'' I snapped at her. Oh no. I didn't mean to sound like that. But I know that she's one of them, I can feel it. I just have to get everyone to believe me, that shouldn't be so hard.
Kapitel 6:
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Tryck här för att visa!Chapter 6: Cursed
''I'll go out for a walk now Hermione.'' I said to her after I had pulled on my winter coat. It's kind of weird that no one else is in our dormitory, it's usually at least four people who share one. But I shouldn't complain. At first she was kind of paranoid around me, but since we share a dormitory we've gotten closer to each other. I think I can call her my ''friend'' now.
I shivered as I leaned against a tree, near the three broomsticks. Where is Draco? He was supposed to be here half an hour ago! I don't have time to wait for him all day, people will get suspicious.
''Delia!'' I heard someone call my name so I turned around.
''Finally! What took you so long?'' We walked in to the three broomsticks and sat down at a table that was as far away as possible from everyone else. We couldn't risk to let anyone hear us.
''Pansy has been following me all day, so I had to be sure that she wasn't following me now.'' Draco sighed with annoyance. ''Do you have the package?
''Do you seriously think I came all the way here in this weather empty-handed?'' I asked him before I pulled out the package from my bag and handed it over to him.
''Are you sure that you know what you're doing?'' I asked him.
''Yes, yes and yes! If someone suspects me, which they won't, I'll just say that I got cursed too. They won't know that it was on purpose.'' he explained and I sighed.
We stood up and walked towards the exit, but when I was about to open the door, I noticed that Draco wasn't behind me. I turned around and saw him glaring at Potter, Weasley and Hermione. It seems like she decided to go out today too. I immediately walked over to Draco and dragged him out of the three broomsticks.
''Are you crazy?! I'm trying to get him to think that I'm not a death eater, but if you're going to glare at them like that when I'm with you, it's not going to work!''
''I'm sorry, I forgot.'' he said.
''Just go, I'll handle with it somehow.'' I said and hugged him. ''Just don't let anyone get suspicious of you Draco. Harry is always suspicious, so be very careful, especially around him.''
''I will, I'm not as irresponsible as you think I am.''
''Yeah yeah, whatever. Just go now, you don't have much time.'' I said and watched him leave before I went back in to the three broomsticks. My eyes flew over to where the trio were, and I caught Potter staring at me.
''Take a picture, it'll last longer Harry.'' I had to say his first name, if I said his surname it would take more time for me to get him to trust me. ''Mind if I join you guys?'' I asked them as I walked over to their table.
''We were actually going to leave now, but you can hang out with us if you want.'' Hermione answered.
''Is that okay for you two?'' I looked at Harry and Ron, they didn't seem so happy about it.
''Fine.'' Harry snapped and walked out of the three broomsticks. I looked at Hermione questioningly.
''He's just not in a very good mood today.'' she explained, but I know she was lying. Well, maybe she wasn't lying completely, maybe he actually is in a bad mood today, but I also know that he still doesn't like me.
We walked out and went after Harry, the three of them walked side by side now, while I walked a bit behind them. If anyone saw us now, they would think that I'm following them, not hanging out with them.
''Hey guys, I think I should-'' I started, but I got interrupted by a scream. We all looked at the one who screamed.
''I warned her! I warned her not to touch it!'' she yelled to us.
What was happening? I pushed myself through the trio to see what had happened, and then suddenly Katie Bell flew up in the air. I frowned. Why did Draco choose her? If he had chosen someone else, the package would have been delivered to Dumbledore by now and Draco would have been done with his task. I sighed and walked towards Katie.
''What do you think you're doing?'' Potter asked me, and I turned around to look at him.
''I'm going to try and help her, which I don't see any of you three doing.'' I said and walked over to the package before trying to help her. If I could get the package back somehow, and then give it to Draco, he could try again..
''Don't touch it, you'll get cursed! Leave it there and I'll take care of it later.'' Hagrid said while he picked up Katie who now was laying in the snow. ''Follow me.'' he said.
Kapitel 7:
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Tryck här för att visa!Chapter 7: A Serious Accusation
''She went to the bathroom, and when she came back she suddenly had the package. She said she had to deliver it to someone.'' Leanne explained.
''Did she mention who?'' McGonagall asked.
''.. Dumbledore.''
''Thank you Leanne, you may go now.'' she said and turned towards Snape. ''What do you think about this?''
''I think Miss Bell is lucky to be alive.'' Snape said in his usual voice.
''She was cursed, wasn't she?'' Harry asked. ''I know Katie, she wouldn't give something like that to Dumbledore.''
''Yes, I indeed believe that she was cursed.''
''It was Malfoy. He gave it to her, and Dolohov helped him.'' Harry said suddenly.
''What?!'' I yelled at him. ''Me? Why would I do that?!''
''That is a very serious accusation Potter.'' McGonagall said concerned.
''Indeed. Your evidence?'' Snape asked him.
''I just know.'' Harry answered.
''You just know?'' I snapped at him. ''How can you just know something like that? It's not even true!'' Harry was going to say something back, but McGonagall interrupted him.
''I suggest you go back to your dormitories now, all of you.''
[GEORGE'S POV]
I haven't spoken to Cordelia in a week, I really messed up, didn't I? I can't stop thinking about her, she's all I ever think about now.
I have to apologise to her, but I haven't even seen her so much lately. I saw her, the trio, Leanne and Hagrid walk towards Dumbledore's office earlier today though, I wonder if she's still there? Well, I don't have anything to lose for going to search for her there, so I guess I'll give it a go.
I'm starting to become a bit nervous now.. What should I say to her when I find her? Ugh, why does this have to be so hard? I was so deep in thought that I almost didn't notice that Cordelia had walked past me.
''Hey! Cordelia!'' I yelled after her and she slowly turned around. She looks pissed off.. I wonder if it's because of me? But I immediately calmed down when she smiled.
''Hi George, it's been a while.''
''Yeah.. Um, I just.. I just wanted to apologise for making you upset earlier, I really didn't mean for that to happen.''
''It's okay, I'm not mad anymore. I wasn't even mad at the end of that same day, I just.. I didn't really know what to say to you when I saw you after that.'' she said, but she still looked kind of pissed off. But I don't think it's about me anymore.
''Did something happen? You seem really angry.'' I asked her and she sighed.
''Is it that obvious?'' she asked. ''Well, Katie Bell got cursed today, but apparently it was meant that Dumbledore would have got cursed instead. And Harry is now blaming me and Draco for being the ones who tried to kill Dumbledore.''
''What?!''
[CORDELIA'S POV]
''Is it that obvious?'' I asked. ''Well, Katie Bell got cursed today, but apparently it was meant that Dumbledore would have got cursed instead. And Harry is now blaming me and Draco for being the ones who tried to kill Dumbledore.''
''What?!'' he said a bit too loud. ''I can't believe that he still thinks that you're a death eater! That thought haven't even crossed my mind, someone like you could never be a death eater!'' he said angrily and suddenly decided to almost run to the common room. Ugh, now he's saying those nice stuff about me that I couldn't be a death eater. When will he realize that he's wrong?
''George! Hey, wait for me!'' I yelled after him but I had to stop and rest before I could continue running. I really need to get in better shape.
When I finally arrived at the common room, I heard some really loud noises, some gasps and some cheers. What is going on? I walked in and saw a big group of people standing in a circle around two people in the middle, who were fighting. Oh no. No, no no. Please don't tell me that George is one of them.
I pushed my way through the crowd and I noticed that it wasn't only people from gryffindor here. How did they get in here?! When I had pushed my way through the big crowd of students I froze. It really was George, and Potter was standing on the opposite side of him. It wasn't a fight with magic though, they punched each other.
''George! Stop it!'' I panicked and stood between the two of them.
George noticed that I stood in the way and pulled back his hand from hitting Potter, because he would have accidentally hit me if he wouldn't have stopped. But Harry obviously didn't notice me standing there as fast as George did, so I got punched right in the face. He punched me so hard that I flew backwards and landed on the floor.
Everyone immediately got quiet. I can't describe the pain.. I think I broke my nose. I've been in much more pain before, but this is different, it hurts in a different way. It's not the same feeling as being injured by magic.
I felt really warm and dizzy now, and after a few second everything became blurry and then it went all black.
Kapitel 8:
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Tryck här för att visa!Chapter 8: Maybe I should have said no, for his own good?
I felt something cold being pressed against my forehead, so I opened my eyes and looked straight into the most beautiful eyes that I've ever seen.
''Hi George.'' I whispered and he seemed relieved.
''Hi Cordelia.'' he said, mimicking me. He pressed the cold thing against my forehead again.
''You know, you can call me Delia if you want.'' I said. I prefer being called Delia. ''What happened?''
''Harry punched you in the face, and then you went unconscious.'' he said, and I noticed that he seemed upset about it.
''Oh.. How long was I unconscious?''
''Just a few hours, thank god.'' he said and hesitated before he continued. ''I don't know what I would do if you would have been unconscious more than a day, I wouldn't have been able to handle that.'' he said and then he blushed when he realized what he just said to me. Aw..
''Do you really mean that?'' I looked straight in his eyes. ''That's really sweet of you to say George, but-''
''No more but's! You're not going to become a death eater Delia, at least not willingly.'' he said to me a little too loud, and he noticed that. He made a pause. ''Yes. Yes I mean it. You're all I ever think about now Delia, I wouldn't be able to survive without you.''
''George I-'' I said but he interrupted me again, but this time by pressing his lips to mine. It took a few second for me to realize what was happening, but then I kissed him back. He slowly broke the kiss and looked into my eyes.
''Delia, I've never met anyone like you before, and I never will, because you're one of a kind.'' he said. ''Do you want to be my girlfriend?'' he asked and my mouth dropped. I mean, he kissed me, but I didn't expect him to ask me to become his girlfriend. But I'm not complaining.
''Yes!'' I said and threw my arms around his neck. I didn't notice that we were in the hospital wing until now, oh well. But was this the right thing for me to do? Now he definitely will get involved with the death eaters somehow.. Maybe I should have said no, for his own good?
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I had to make a great effort to be able to stand still as everyone cheered, clapped their hands and called Ron's name in choir. George and Fred was holding him up in the air above their heads and I giggled at the sight of how enthusiastic both of them were. Although I actually wanted Slytherin to win, I can't help but to feel at least a bit happy for them.
They lowered him down and let go of him. As soon as Ron's feet touched the ground he was attacked by Lavender. Well, maybe not literally attack.. She started snogging him, but whatever. I immediately looked at Hermione who stood beside me, I know that she has feelings for Ron. She hasn't told me, but as her friend I notice things like that. Tears started to form in her eyes and just a second after that she turned around and ran away from there. George was on his way towards me but I gave him a glance, and he understood.
I made my way to the stairs and slowly walked down to Hermione. She was sitting at the bottom of the stairs, sobbing. I sat down beside her and put my arm around her.
''Hermione..'' I whispered. ''If he just brushes off his feeling that he has for you and goes and kiss Lavender instead, then he's not worth your tears.''
''He doesn't have any feelings like that for me. I thought so at first, but now I know that he clearly doesn't. How do you even know how it feels? You haven't gotten your heart broken like that, have you?'' she said and I sighed.
''I know exactly how it feels.''
''How? George haven't broken your heart, have he?''
''No, not George.. But a boy named Liam have. I went through a really hard time back then. He did such terrible things.. Things that a boy never should make their girlfriend go through. But I had a friend who helped me through it. Anastasia. She really helped me a lot, and I realized that I probably wouldn't have been able to handle all of the things that he did if she wouldn't have helped me. That's why I want to try and help you through this, because everyone needs a little help sometimes, even if they don't want it.''
''That doesn't sound fun at all.. I had no idea, I'm so sorry Delia.''
''It's fine, really. I don't care about him anymore.'' I said and she hugged me, then both of us were silent for a while, but of course Lavender and Ron just had to come and ruin everything.
''Oops.. I think this room is taken'' Lavender said in her squeaky voice as she clung on Ron. I noticed that Hermione started to get tears in her eyes again. I stood up and walked towards them in a threatening way with my wand in my hand. I didn't even have time to walk a few meters before they had ran away, apparently they were afraid of me. Is that a good or a bad thing? I walked back to Hermione and smiled a little.
''Are you ready to go back to the common room yet?''
''Yeah. Thank you Delia, I really appreciate this.'' she gave me a smile and we walked back to everyone else.
[George's POV]
I suddenly felt a pair of hands over my eyes as I sat in the couch.
''Guess who it is?'' the person said and I already knew who it was.
''Don't you think I know who my girlfriend is?'' I asked and pulled her down so that she sat on my knees. She giggled at my response.
''How did it go?'' I asked her.
''Um, she's fine now, at least I think so.'' she said and she seemed sad.
''Is something wrong?''
''What? No, of course not!''
''Delia, I know you better than that. What's wrong?''
''.. I just thought of some old memories that I'm not so happy about, that's all.'' she sighed, and I knew that she wasn't going to tell me exactly what those memories were about. I wonder what could make her look so sad and upset, I haven't seen her like this before.
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''Draco! I don't think that this is such a good idea anymore!'' I whispered as I followed him. I'm only still here because he'll get in trouble if I don't stop him. Sneaking around at a Christmas Party that you didn't get invited too isn't really a good idea if you get caught.
Suddenly someone grabbed my and Draco's arm and dragged us into the middle of the party where everyone could see us. This is exactly what I knew was going to happen if Draco didn't listen to me, ugh.
''Take your hand off me, you filthy squib!'' Draco snapped at him.
''I saw these two sneaking around, they're not even invited!'' Filch said and tightened his grip around our arms.
''Ow! That actually hurts!'' I snapped at him and before he had time to say anything Snape interrupted him.
''I'll escort them out, you can continue with your little party.'' he said before he pushed us out from there. He didn't stop pushing us until we came to an empty corridor.
''What do you two think you're doing?!'' he asked angrily. ''And why did you do something so irresponsible as cursing Miss Bell?''
''Maybe I put a curse on her, maybe I didn't. Why do you care about that?'' Draco said.
''I swore to protect you Draco, I made the unbreakable vow!''
''I don't need protection. I was chosen for this, I won't fail him.'' he said and I sighed.
''Draco, don't be stupid. Accept the help you get, even if you don't want it. I'm on my own and I don't have anyone protecting me with my task, if I do a mistake, even a tiny one, I'll be killed. I don't have anyone covering up for me like you have.''
''You're afraid Draco. You try to hide it, but I can see it. Let me help you.'' Snape said.
''No! I was chosen, this is my moment!'' he said and walked away. Ugh, why does he have to be so damn stubborn?
''As for you Delia, how is it going?''
''Um, I'm not sure. I don't think he trusts me yet.'' I said. ''His friends trust me though, so I don't think it'll take so long before he does too.''
''Be careful, your task may be even more difficult than Draco's. If you make an mistake, the Dark Lord won't forgive you.''
''I know, I know. Just, don't pressure me, I'm already stressed about this.''
[Harry's POV]
''The unbreakable vow? Are you sure that's what Snape said?'' Ron asked me, as if he didn't believe me.
''Positive, why?''
''It's just.. You can't break an unbreakable vow.''
''I managed to figure that out by myself.'' I said. ''What happens to you, what happens if you break and unbreakable vow?''
''You die.'' Ron said and I sighed.
''There's one more thing..'' I started. ''Delia is up to something too, similar to what Draco is doing. Snape said something like be careful, your task may be even more difficult than Draco's. If you make an mistake, the Dark Lord won't forgive you.''
''Are you completely sure that you heard him say that? The last part, I mean.''
''Yes. This proves everything. This proves that I've been right all this time, and that we can't trust neither of them.''
''George isn't going to believe us. Not the rest of my family either.'' Ron said.
''I know Ron, I know. We just have to figure something out..'' I said and looked out of the train window.
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Everyone had already went in to the Burrow, but me and George were still standing outside the door. I tightened my arms around him.
''Are you sure that your parents are going to like me?'' I started. ''Maybe this was a bad idea, maybe I shouldn't stay here at the Christmas holiday, I'll just cause trouble for everyone.'' I spoke really fast.
''Calm down, I know that they're going to like you! Why wouldn't they?''
''George, you're forgetting about who I am again.''
''They won't care about that. They know that you're nice, since you are my girlfriend.'' he said and I sighed. ''Do you want to go in now?''
''Yeah. But stay by my side all the time, got it? I don't want to have any awkward moments with your parents.'' I said to him clearly.
He chuckled and held my hand as we walked in. It was quite small and there was stuff everywhere, which felt kind of weird since I live in a quite big house with a lot of open spaces. But the Burrow gave a very welcoming feeling, I like it.
''Oh! You must be Cordelia!'' I heard someone shout and before I knew it I was attacked with a hug.
''Um, yes that's right.'' I said and the person let me go. ''And you're Mrs Weasley?''
''Call me Molly dear.'' she smiled before she suddenly yelled. ''Dinner is ready!''
George held my hand again and walked over to the dining table. We sat down beside each other and waited for everyone else to come.
''We've heard a lot about you Cordelia.'' Arthur said as he put some food on his plate. ''From George, of course.''
''Oh, really? What did he tell you?'' I asked and smiled towards George.
''He told us that you're the most wonderful and the most beautiful person that he has ever met.'' he said. ''I didn't really believe him at first about finding such a good person, but it seems like he was right after all.''
''I'm flattered, but I'm not really that goo-''
''Yes you are Delia, stop being so stubborn about it!'' George interrupted me and smiled.
If he only knew about the real me.. Then he would hate me. Everyone would hate me.
Everyone were silence for a while before Arthur spoke again.
''So, what does your parents do? George never told us anything about it.'' he said and my eyes widened. I stared at George and he shrugged his shoulders. I can't believe that he didn't tell them!
''Um.. I don't know who my mother is, and my father..'' I said and George held my hand again, supporting me. ''Well he's.. A death eater.'' I mumbled the last sentence.
''Sorry, I didn't hear the last bit.''
''He's a death eater.'' I said louder and Mr and Mrs Weasley, Lupin and Tonks gasped.
''But she's not one of them, she's just his daughter! You've already noticed that she's not anything near like them!'' George almost yelled and they sighed.
''I guess you're right. You really don't seem to be one of them Cordelia, and I really hope that you aren't.''
''I'm not, I promise.'' I said and Potter made a sound like if he didn't believe me. He stood up and looked at Arthur, Lupin and Tonks.
''May I speak with you three?'' he asked and just a moment later they all walked to the living room.
[HARRY'S POV]
''Voldemort has chosen Draco Malfoy and Cordelia for a mission?'' Remus asked.
''I know it sounds mad.''
''Has it occurred to you Harry that Snape was simply pretending to offer Draco help so he could find out what he was up to?''
''That's not what it sounded like. Besides, we know for sure that Cordelia's father is a death eater, so why wouldn't she be one too?''
''Perhaps Harry's right, Remus. I mean, to make an unbreakable vow..'' Nymphadora said.
''It comes down to whether or not you trust Dumbledore's judgment. Dumbledore trust Snape, therefore I do.''
''Dumbledore can make mistakes.'' I said.
''You're blinded by hatred!''
''No, I'm not.''
''Yes, you are!'' Remus said strictly and sighed. ''People are disappearing Harry, daily. We can only place our trust in a handful of people. If we start fighting amongst ourselves, we're doomed.'' he said before the three of them left. Ugh.. How do I get them to believe me?
[CORDELIA'S POV]
''George, stop it! Stop!'' I laughed as he tickled me.
''Why should I?'' he laughed too.
''Because I'll hate you forever if you don't!'' I said and he immediately stopped.
''Aww, Georgie, did you really believe that I would hate you?'' I said and put my hands around his neck.
''I'm not taking any risks.'' he said and was just about to kiss me when I felt a weird feeling. I pushed him away and ran down the stairs.
''Where are you going?'' he yelled and followed me.
''Something is wrong, really wrong!''
''Did I do something wrong?''
''No, not you George. Something else is wrong, I can feel it!'' I opened the front door and ran outside. I looked around but I didn't see anything unusual, until a fire was set around the house. A very familiar black smoke appeared, which soon turned into a human. I sighed and ran towards the person.
''Bellatrix, what do you think that you're doing?!'' I shouted angrily at her. She's going to ruin everything!
''The Dark Lord wanted me to come and get you, so why not have a little fun too?'' she grinned.
''No! Absolutely not!''
''Aww.. Have you turned soft? Is it because of that boy? What was his name... George, was it?'' she said and I realized that she was right, I had turned soft.
''No, I'm just trying to get them to trust me, as you know. But you're ruining it now, so leave.'' I lied. Well, sort of. I'm not being with them just to get them to trust me, I actually like them..
''Too late for that now, don't you think?'' she grinned and looked at something behind me.
I turned around and saw almost everyone staring at us and then Potter came running towards us. She's right, again. It's too late. Why did it have to turn out this way? I noticed that Bellatrix had started to run through the field, away from the Burrow. I heard her yell ''I killed Sirius Black! I killed Sirius Black!''. Why did she have to do that?
I looked at George one more time before I started to run too. If Bellatrix wanted to leave, she would have already left by now, but since she's still here it means that she wants to continue having ''fun''.
I usually enjoy that kind of stuff too, but now it's different, now it's happening to the people that I like. It's not fun at all now. But now that they don't trust me, I better try to get the Dark Lord to trust me. I can't have everyone against me.
I continued to run for a minute but then I stopped and listened. I heard some people running towards us so I ran a bit more before I stopped again. I turned around and saw Harry and Ginny standing in the middle of the open space of water.
I stood in a place where they couldn't see me, but where I could see them, so I stood there and watched them, thinking about what to do. Suddenly I heard some people yelling Harry's and Ginny's name and soon Lupin, Tonks and Mr Weasley stood beside the two of them. Bellatrix and the other death eater started to shoot spells at them. What should I do? I don't want to harm them! Well, at least not Ginny, she's kind of nice.. But Harry.. I have to kill him, my task is to kill him. Maybe this is the right time to do it?
I raised my wand and pointed it towards Harry. ''Avada kada-'' I said but got interrupted.
''Delia! Stop it!'' a so familiar voice yelled at me. I turned towards him and I felt tears forming in my eyes.
''I have to do it, I have to!''
''No you don't! You don't have to be one of them, we'll protect and help you if you just choose to be on our side. Delia, please?'' he said and I saw tears streaming down his cheeks. I saw the other death eaters turn into black smoke and disappear.
''I'm so sorry George, I really am.'' I said and tears started to run down my cheeks, before I changed into black smoke too.
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[George's POV]
I stood frozen outside the front door watching Delia who spoke with Bellatrix, though it looked more like they were arguing. It can't be true, she can't be one of them. But if she wasn't, then why would Bellatrix stand in front of her so calmly without hexing her? This doesn't make any sense, I never even had the thought that she might be a death eater!
She's Cordelia, the sweet, nice and gorgeous Cordelia, my Cordelia. How is it even possible that someone as nice as her can be a death eater? There have to be an explanation for this, and there definitely is. I mean, there have to, I don't want to lose her, she means too much to me.
She turned around and looked at us, and I hoped that she would walk back to us and tell me that it wasn't what it looked like. But you can't always get what you want, right? I felt a tear slip down my cheek as she started to run away with Bellatrix. I'm definitely going to lose her now. I watched Harry and Ginny run after the two of them and suddenly I realized that maybe she would change her mind if I talked to her. It's probably not going to work, but what do I have to lose?
The fire got a little lower and I took this chance to jump over it. I was close to touch the fire, but at least I got over it, that's what matters right now. I heard my family yell my name as I got further and further away from them, and soon I couldn't hear them at all.
I stopped and took a deep breath. Which way did they all go? I suddenly saw some light in the corner of my eye. I started to run towards the lights, because they would probably be there. I didn't take long until I got there, but I don't think that anyone noticed me. I saw Harry and Ginny getting attacked by the death eaters. I wonder if Delia is one of those who are shooting spells at them? I suddenly heard the sweet voice of the person that I loved.
''Avada kada-''
''Delia! Stop it!'' I yelled at her and she turned towards me. Her eyes sparkled a little, is she crying?
''I have to do it, I have to!'' she said to me.
''No you don't! You don't have to be one of them, we'll protect and help you if you just choose to be on our side. Delia, please?'' I said, hoping that she might change her mind. She looked up towards the sky and I noticed that the death eaters was up there. She's not going to go with them now, is she? She looked back at me again.
''I'm so sorry George, I really am.'' she said and turned into black smoke and disappeared as I feared that she would. This can't be happening. Ten minutes ago I was upstairs in the Burrow, tickling her. How could this happen?
[Cordelia's POV]
''Seriously Bellatrix, if you don't stop to push me all the time I'm seriously going to kill you!'' I snapped at her as she pushed me into a dark room.
''Oh, please.'' she said sarcastically. I clenched my hand and just as I was going to punch her I got interrupted. Why do I always get interrupted? Why?!
''Calm down now, Cordelia, there's no need to get so angry.'' Voldemort said.
''Why did I have to come here now? I thought that I had at least the whole year to try to kill Potter, why are you ruining this now? We had a deal, remember? I got to go to Hogwarts if I would try to kill him.''
''Yes, yes, I do remember. And you're going back there after the Christmas Holiday, as you wanted.''
''What? You think that I still can go to Hogwarts? I'll never be able to go there again, everyone knows that I'm a death eater now!''
''I believe that Dumbledore really cares about his students, even about you. Something about you got him to think that you could change, so he won't let anyone in the school harm you if you choose to go there. So, either you go, or you don't. It's your choice.
''What's the catch?'' I asked him. He wouldn't let me go back there without him earning something from it.
''First, you still got to kill Potter.''
''And the second?''
''You're not going alone. I believe that you've already met this person, am I right?'' he said and a tall guy walked out from the dark shadows in the room. My eyes widened when I saw who it was. He's joking, right? I glared at the person that I hated most in the world, Liam.
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I slowly opened my eyes and stood up. Where am I? I spun around and I started to recognize this place. Suddenly I saw something in the corner of my eye, so I turned my eyes towards it. My eyes widened when I saw it, it was a so familiar house standing there. The house was on fire and some black smoke flew around and through the house, destroying it even more. I suddenly realized something. It's not the Burrow, right? It can't be. How could I do something like that? Though it didn't seem that horrible while I did it, but watching it now is different. My eyes turned towards the people standing outside the house, who now seemed to cry. My eyes turned towards a person, whose tears hurt the most to see. How could I do this to his family, how could I do this to him?
I suddenly got an awful headache and I started to hear some voices. I couldn't really hear what the voices were saying, it's like they were whispering. No one was around me, and the people standing in front of the Burrow is too far away from me to hear, so where does these voices come from? The voices became higher, and now I could hear most of the things they were saying.
''Hey, you're the new girl, Cordelia, right?'' one of the voices said.
''Yes, and you are?'' another voice answered, it sounded a lot like my voice.
''George Weasley, the one and only.'' the first voice said. Wait, what? Is George here? I spun around and I noticed that I was in a desert, all alone.
''Why are you talking to me? Why are you so nice to me?'' the voice that sounded like mine asked.
''I just.. It doesn't really matter for me if your father is a death eater, what really matters is who you are. And from my view, you couldn't be one of them. You're too nice.''
Seriously, where am I? Am I crazy? Yeah, I must be crazy, it's not normal to hear voices, and just a second ago I wasn't in this desert. My headache got worse as the voices continued to speak. Now it was just one of the voices who spoke, which sounded like George, and he said many sentences that I recognized, but he spoke so fast that I almost couldn't hear what he said.
''You're not going to join them, are you?'', ''I really hope that you choose the right thing'', ''I know perfectly who she is Harry, but you don't''. The voices echoed in my head and the pain got so intense that I fell down to the hard ground.
''Did something happen? You seem really angry..'' the voice said and I suddenly saw a person who looked a lot like George, in front of me. He turned around and started to run away. I tried to yell after him, but the words didn't come out of my mouth.
''I don't know what I would do if you would have been unconscious more than a day..'' the voice whispered.
''You're not going to become a death eater Delia, at least not willingly!'', ''You're all I ever think about now, I wouldn't be able to survive without you'', ''I've never met someone like you before Delia, you're one of a kind'', ''Do you want to be my girlfriend?'' I felt a tear slip down my cheek. These are my memories, isn't it?
''They won't care about that, they know that you're nice since you're my girlfriend.'', ''Oh, you must be Cordelia!'', ''We've heard a lot about you'', ''It seems like George was right about you after all'', ''Yes you are Delia, stop being so stubborn!'' many different voices said.
''So what does your parents do? George never told us anything about it.'' a voice said. My headache got ten times worse than it was before and now the more painful memories started to echo in my head. I put my hands over my ears and fell down to the ground again.
''Something is wrong, really wrong!'', ''Bellatrix, what do you think you're doing?!'', ''Aww, have you turned soft? Is it because of that boy? What was his name... George, was it?'', ''Too late for that now, don't you think?'', ''I killed Sirius Black! I killed Sirius Black!'' the voices said and my head hurt even more.
I screamed in pain and held my hands tight over my ears, both because of the pain and because of the painful memories. I heard some hysterical laughter, probably from Bellatrix and other death eaters. It was like they were laughing at me.
''Delia, stop it!'' ''You don't have to be one of them!'', ''We'll protect and help you if you just choose to be on our side!'' the voices repeated, as if someone were trying to torture me.
''Stop!'' I screamed, but now my whole body started to hurt instead, and the voices kept speaking.
''Delia, please?''
''No, stop it!'' I screamed again and now I started to hear some sentences that I've never heard anyone say before.
''I thought that I could trust you, Delia. When you comforted me about Ron you really helped me, but it was all a trick, wasn't it? To get me to trust you?'', ''I really loved you Delia, and I thought that you loved me back. But you just used me to get closer to your mission, didn't you? I thought that what we had was something special, but did it even mean anything to you at all?'', ''I knew that I was right, I always knew that I was right about you. But if only everyone had listened to me earlier, it would have ended a long time ago, and their home wouldn't have been burned to the ground'', ''You deserve this pain. No, wait. You deserve even more pain. Go to hell'', ''How could I have been so stupid, to let my brother fall for you?''
These words made my heart break, like literally break. I felt the pain in my heart, and now it was spreading through my body. I screamed for what seemed like ages, and I couldn't move because of the horrible pain. I thought that the pain was never going to end, before I felt someone shaking me.
[End of ''dream'', still Delia's pov]
I quickly opened my eyes and looked around. I'm not in the desert anymore.. Was that a dream? My eyes turned towards the person who was shaking me, and I started to scream when I saw who it was.
''Calm down if you don't want anyone to come in here and notice that you're here!'' Liam said to me and I got quiet.
''Where are we?''
''On our way to Hogwarts, of course. We're in the train right now.'' he said simply and sat down beside me and tried to put his arm around me. I pushed away his arm and sat down on a seat opposite from him. I don't want him to touch me, or even sit beside me.
''Ooh, feisty as always, I like that.'' he said and smirked at me. I think I'm going to puke..
''So no one knows that we're here? Or that we're even going to Hogwarts?''
''Nope.''
''So what are you planning to do when they find out?''
''I don't know, improvise maybe? You're good at that, aren't you?''
''I doesn't matter. Why did you even have to come with me? Why you out of all people?''
''Oh, so you're still mad at me, eh?'' he chuckled.
''What you did is not fun at all, so don't try to joke about it. I have every reason to hate you. Now answer my question.''
''Hmm.. Well, I wanted to see you again, after all, it's been a very long time since we saw each other.''
''I'm not buying that Liam, what's the real reason?'' I said.
He stood up and bent down in front of me and put his fingers under my chin. He slightly pushed my head up and pressed his lips against mine. I immediately tried to push him away, but he was too strong, as always. He lifted me up from the seat and pushed me against the wall, and put his hands on my hips. He started to kiss my neck and one of his hands slipped down to my butt while the other went under my shirt. I tried to push him away again, but he only held me against the wall even harder. I wanted to scream, but I couldn't. I felt tears slip down my cheeks as I realized that I wouldn't be able to stop him, just like when we were dating. I really didn't want those memories to come back, I won't be able to handle them.
''You want to know why I came with you?'' he whispered between the kisses, ''So that I can punish you in the way that you hate the most, because then you won't betray the Dark Lord, isn't that right?''
I slightly nodded and I felt my heart beat faster as he unbuttoned my jeans.
''Please.. Stop..'' I whispered, but he didn't listen to me.
Det här är Liam:
 
Kapitel 14:
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Tryck här för att visa!I adjusted my shirt and placed my hand on the doorknob, but Liam stopped me and grabbed my wrist.
''What?'' I snapped at him.
''I don't think you wan't to go out there before everyone has left the train, Dumbledore can't protect you outside of Hogwarts, remember? Well, you can leave now if you trust me enough to rely on being protected by me.'' he said and I angrily looked into his eyes.
''Let go of my wrist.'' I said and he did as I said.
I sat in front of him for about fifteen minutes, completely quiet, just to be sure that everyone had gone, before I stood up and pulled the door open. I grabbed my bag, walked out of the compartment and slammed the door, leaving Liam alone in there while I headed for Hogwarts. Of course he would catch up with me eventually, he won't let me be on my own so much anymore, especially not while I'm not inside of Hogwarts.
Just as I thought, a minute later he had already catched up with me.
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I stared at the closed doors which lead to the Great Hall. What am I getting myself into?
''Just open the damn door already!'' Liam said, but I just continued to stare at the door. What am I gonna do when they see me?
''Oh for god's sake'' he said and smashed the door open, loudly. Everyone's eyes were on us now. Why couldn't he open the door quietly? Then maybe everyone wouldn't have noticed us.
People immediately started to scream, and some yelled the words ''Death eaters!'' and ''Traitors!''.
I sighed and slowly walked to the Gryffindor's table, and looked for a place to sit down, but every time I found an empty place they just said that I wasn't welcome there anymore. I sighed and continued to search for a place to sit, even though I knew how they would react ever time. I spotted George and the others a few meters away and decided to walk over to them.
''Um.. Hi George, everyone.'' I said and scratched my neck, waiting for a response. But they just glared at me, and some of them had to hold Harry's arms to prevent him from attacking me.
''George?'' I asked as he stared at the death eater mark at my arm. I hadn't even bothered to try to cover it up, since everyone already knows what I am. ''George?'' I asked again and his eyes met with mine.
''Do you think you can burn down my home and betray me and then just suddenly come back and think that I'm okay with it?'' he almost yelled at me.
''No, no I don't, I just thought that maybe we could.. Start over? Try to forget it? I truly am sorry George, I didn't want any of this to happen. I don't want to lose you, my love for you was real. Please?'' I said and tried to hold the tears in.
''Don't you get it? We don't want anything to do with you!'' Harry said and the rest of them nodded, while George just sadly looked at me.
I felt someone hug me from behind and kiss my cheek. It had to be Liam. What is he doing?
''Come on babe,'' he whispered and kissed my neck. ''Let's go sit over there.'' he pointed to a really short table that Dumbledore probably had put there for us.
He grabbed my hand and gently dragged me with him to the table. I turned my head around and looked back at them, and saw George looking down at the table. And if I'm not wrong, some teardrops fell down from his eyes.
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11 nov, 2012 19:21
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